Dear Teresa,
I can’t let go; it’s the reason why I am still here, loving you though you’re far away. Every word you said to me, every action, I feel like I am drowning because I can’t get away from your words. Every I love you, or every forever and always. I am drowning in all your words and every breath I’m taking in between, because loving you hurts but I just can’t stop. Everything you said to me in that last goodbye, you have seemed to hit me where it hurts and it just kills every part of me inside.
I have all the pills ready. I counted one for everyone I love. One for Grace, one for Cho, one for Rigsby, one for Charlotte, one for Angela, one for you, one for me and one for hope for a better day. I have the pills in one hand my bottle of vodka ready and my phone in the other. I dial your number, just in that little hope you will answer because you haven’t spoken to me since I killed McAllister. I need that one last goodbye because loving you is truly suicide.
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Red love
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