Little Stark

Chapter 19

This chapter is a big one

One hour ago
Lyras P.O.V
Rage was coursing through my veins. How could they do that to me? I trusted all of them and the ones closest to me lied to me, and Bucky is the worst of them all. The anger and hate I had towards him blocked out the hurt I was feeling. It all makes sense now, why he would keep an arms length distance from me, always close but he would step back just when I felt like we were becoming closer. He was always my trainer never my friend, him and Natasha have that in common.

Natasha the one person I trusted more then anyone, the one person who I thought would never betray me. She was like a sister always there for me, always gave me advice on anything, when I first was rescued by S.H.I.E.L.D and brought to their HQ for testing she was there and calmed me down when I was nervous.

I didn't trust anyone at that point not even her but she still listened. She was assigned as my trainer and I slowly grew to trust her on my own, she never pushed me, always gave me space when I needed it.
I brushed away the tear that I felt rolling down my cheek. No time for crying, time for business.

I walked into the building, one of the many secret S.H.I.E.L.D bases. Hopping to find Fury, he is the one I need to talk to. I have a feeling he knew everything and still sent me there, didn't bother to tell me what really happened to my father and lead me to believe that the car crash was accidental. I got through security all right while trying to hide my anger. Everyone turned their heads when they saw me walk into the main room. Maria stood up and walked over to me
"What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with Tony?"

Tony, you I regret leaving just getting I know you after all these years and you sharing the burden could comfort me. But I don't want comfort not now anyway.

"I need to see Fury" I said
"Why? Is everything ok?" No
"I just need to see him" She lead me to his office confused but figured I was trustworthy enough.
"He should be in there"
"Thanks" I said opening the door and slamming it in her face. I turned to face Fury who sat their with his usual stoic face.

"Surprise visit?" I scoffed.
"Oh you wish" I clenched my hands and walked over to him.
"Tell me how my father died."
"You came all the way over here for that? I told you all that I know your father-
"Was in a car accident I remember, but what caused the accident?"
"Some idiot crashed into him."
"Who was it?"
"Why does it matter?"
"Why aren't you answering my questions?" Fury stood up.
"What do you know?"
"The truth, the whole truth" I slammed my hands on his desk.

"My father was murdered! You didn't have the guts to tell me!"
"Your fathers death is top secret! The only person from S.H.I.E.L.D who knows the truth is Natasha."
"WHO DIDN'T BOTHER TO TELL ME? OR YOU FOR THAT MATTER!"
"I was trying to protect you"
"PROTECT ME!? I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE FURY I DONT NEED PROTECTION!" I took a couple of deep breaths.
"That's all anyone has ever tried to do is protect me, you, Nat, Tony, Steve and- I stopped it hurt to even say his name. I felt a pain in my stomach.
"Has it ever entered your stubborn ass brain that we do it because we care about you? Natasha helped you more then anyone else, if you were any younger I would say she raised you."
"Natasha lied to me, she kept secrets from me, secrets that I deserved to know."

"Your not the first one she kept secrets from, Natasha keeps secrets from everyone but I bet you were the hardest to keep secrets from." I scoffed
"Seemed pretty easy to me."

"So what are you going to do now? Are you going to hunt down and try to kill the Winter Solider? People have been trying to do that for years, Natasha even tried and she couldn't find him."
"If he stays at the tower I'll know where he is."
"How do you know if he'll stay?"
"Where else is he going to go? He can't be away from Steve. Plus he's part of the team now."
"So are you, at least that's what you wanted, to meet Tony and to be a part of the team." I scoffed
"Doubt they would take me back even if I wanted too."
"They've seen worse, you don't have a alien army ready to destroy New York do you?" I shook my head
"Trust me while your anger about your father is valid you can't run away forever."
"What do you propose I do then?"
"Grieve but then move on with your life."