runaway - |a.i.|

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before - my story

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I'm a suicidal teen, just like the rest.

Mom and dad soon realized how I was acting, when I started to change. I was unhappy. They noticed the fresh slits on my wrist. They noticed the bags under my eyes and the bones under my skin.

They constantly asked me if I was doing fine, I constantly told them I was. Everyday I saw that same worried expression they gave me. It made me feel guilty.

Another day came, they asked again, but this time I told them. Not everything, but enough. Enough to scare them and enough to hate me. And enough to send me away.

They didn't feel sorry, they were pissed. Their facial expression wasn't worrisome, it was rage.

They took me on a long rainy drive, not saying one word. I was clueless to where they were taking me.

Many thoughts came into mind.

'Where are they taking me?'

'Are they dumping me on the side of the road?'

'Are they taking me to my grandparents?'

'Are we moving?'

'Are they going to hurt me?'

'Are they getting rid of me?'

I looked down at my scars. If only I was one of those successful kids mom and dad were hoping for. I let a few tears slip before we came to a complete stop, our destination was reached.

As I looked up I saw them looking back at me. I raised an eyebrow questioning them. Was I supposed to get out? I did anyways.

As I did they got out after me. They grabbed a bag they packed for me and handed it to me. They got back in the car and drove off, not one goodbye. I sprinted after the car but I soon stopped realizing that they weren't going to take me back.

I instantly regretted everything I ever did.

I looked up at the place they dropped me off at. After I had taken a good long look at what it was, I dropped my bags along with myself. I sat on the wet concrete and weeped.

A mental hospital.

A few men came rushing out to help me up and walk me in. I signed myself in because my parents had ditched me and left me on my own.

That was the first day of two months of hell.

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Once my mom picked me up and signed me out, I ran up to her and gave her a huge hug. "Ella," she said her voice cracking. I smiled, motioning for her to go on. I was just so extremely happy I couldn't stop smiling. Until she lowly told me, "Your father and I are getting a divorce."

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THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING BICHACHOS

THIS WAS KINDA LIKE A THROWBACK TO HER PAST AND BTW HER NAME IS ELLA

ALSO HER PARENTS R LIL SHITS

OH AND THEY LEFT HER BY HERSELF AT A MENTAL HOSPITAL IF U GOT A LIL BIT CONFUSED BC AFTER REREADING THAT PART I WAS CONFUSED WITH MYSELF

THIS IS KINDA SUCKY BUT STUFF WILL START HAPPENING IN A FEW CHAPPIES

A/N LONGER THAN THE CHAPTER LMAO

HOPE U LIKED IT TY FOR READING BYEEEE