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*Emmas P.O.V*
*flashback to when emma was and ethan were 5 at the park*
Ethan do you promise well be friends forever? Of course Emma said Ethan.
Even if I tell you something that may make you hate me?
I could never hate you you can tell me anything Ethan said.
Ok well you can't tell anyone
'I promise Emma'
Well my parents their um getting a divorce my mum moved out awhile ago and left me with my dad because he wouldn't stop drinking some nights I hear him get home angry and yelling for me *I wipe away a single tear going down my face* Emma is he hurting you said Ethan
Of course not um forget I said anything see ya tomorrow E
'Emma wait!'
*He was too late I was already walking back home*
*Skip to the next day*
I get up out of bed to the sound of my alarm going off I know you're probably wondering why I can walk home and back by myself to places well it's simple my dad doesn't care if I get kidnapped, raped, hurt or anything when my mum left 1 year ago I had to start learning how to fend/look after myself since my dad didn't care.
I hop in the shower and wash my hair, after I go to my closet and pick out a plain white shirt and denim overals. I walk down the stairs and look through the crack in my dads door phew he was asleep last night he was drinking that would of been bad for me if he was awake.
I look in the fridge and grab an apple and head of too kindergarten today is my last day then I go to school for big kids.
(Yes I know your probably wondering how kids this age have this wide vocabulary range well wattpad logic :3)
I reach my kindergarden and go up to the door and head inside with my dora the explorer backpack on. I go to one of he hooks and hang up my bag after I go and sign my name in, the kindergarden teachers think I go by myself because I live close by when in reality it's a thirty minute walk and my dad just doesn't think I'm worth the time to get up for.
After I sign in I sit on the black couch waiting for Ethan and Grayson to arrive Grayson is Ethans twin brother I'm not as close to him but he is still like a brother to me, Ethan well I kind of have a crush on him but I can't let him know because I don't wanna catch kooties.
When I see E and Grayson arrive I notice how happy they are with their parents. I bow my head and smile slightly at the thought of having that maybe. It kind of hurts seeing all the kids come in with their parents all happy but I got used to it or so I tell myself that.
When they notice me sitting their they run up to me and give me a hug. I see their parents signing them in and hanging up their bags.
( I feel sad writing about sean since he sadly passed away, but I'm still gonna write like hes here cus he was a great dad to the twins)
Sean & Lisa had always felt like my own parents they treated me like I was their daughter it made me feel wanted :)
Hey Emma how are you? said sean and lisa
Hi I'm good I said smiling
Well we have to go drop cameron at school now bye have a good day boys and Emma said lisa
Lisa gives E and Gray a kiss on the head and walks off.
*skip to five hours later*
As I finnish playing in the sandpit I wonder where E and Gray are I hop out to go find them as I get out I notice everyone staring at me giggling and whispering.
I shake it off and go to find them I notice them talking with Meridith my bully I was confused by the sight so I go up to question them.
Um E, Gray um what are you doing?
Ugh, what do you want Emma me and Gray don't wanna be friends with someone who fakes family stuff said Ethan
I start to tear up but hold it in I've been hurt so much I've been good at hiding my emotions acting like I'm ok.
I can tell Grayson feels pity for me but Ethans eyes are full of hatred and disgust.
As I was about to say something Meridith pushes me over and walks of with Ethan laughing.
Before Grayson walked off following he mouthed a ''sorry'' to me.
I get up and run to the bathroom and cry in the toilet stall.
* skip to hometime *
Ok matt time said one of the teachers.
As you know this is your last day *blah blah goodbye sad sappy stuff fun activity parents arive*
As I exit kindergarden I go to walk down the steps but end up falling down them because I had been tripped by guess who? Yes Meridith.
In the process i landed on my arm and scraped my knee. I try to push myself up but my right arm gives out and fall down again. I use my left arm this time and get up running home crying.
*End of flashback*

A/N
Hey I'm back with a new book :D Hopefully I don't give up this time xD
Anyway if your wondering why it says flashblack it will all make sense soon this is just so you get the back story :)
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