*Next day at school* I walk through the school with my hoodie over my head because of the tear marks stained on my face from crying last night. *Last night* As I walk into my room I plunge onto my bed crying I could'nt believe what I saw today my two best friends betrayed me. The biggest betrayal was seeing Ellie over there, she knows all about what goes on in my life, I trusted her but I guess I was wrong. *End of flashback* As I walk through the school I make my way towards the auditorium, my first class is drama, drama is my favourite class because I get to showcase my passion, When I arrive I push through the doors and take in the scent, I see Miss Healy so I go up to her and say hello she was always my favourite teacher, and not trying to brag but I'm pretty sure I'm her favourite student. (づ￣ ³￣)づ Whe the bell rang I turn to see the students come in I'm so happy all the people from last year are in the same drama as me again well except one person her name was Jade but she transfered schools. hm I wonder whose taking her place then... *10 minutes later* Ethans P.O.V: "Fuck I'm late!, Bye babe!" "bye babe" said Meredith today I finally asked Meredith to be my girlfriend I kind of had a crush on her since kindergarden but was too scared of rejection. As I burst my way through the doors "Sorry I'm late!" I stop in my tracks as my eyes glue to the one and only Emma Chamberlain. Emma P.O.V: I see Ethan Fucking Dolan burst through the doors how great for a bit I'm stuck in his gaze but I'm quick to look away and walk towards my best friend in drama Bryant. "Hey Bryant", "Hey Emma", "I can't believe Ethans in drama I bet he can't even act", "you'd be shocked Emma I've seen him he's actually really good suprisingly, apparently he wants to be an actor when he's older" "whatever as long as he doesnt get in my way of getting that scolarship I'm fine", " why do you need a scholarship anyway isn't your dad rich?" "well yeh but-" "Alright class get in a circle we're gonna intoduce ourselves" Thank the lord Miss Healey you just saved me I said in my head. Ethans P.O.V: "Alright Ethan well start with you" said Miss Healey "Heh well like Miss Healey said my names Ethan, and yeh I like sports, and acting you know the basic teenage stuff" *skip all the boring ppls introductions* "ah and lastly Emma introduce yourself" Said Miss "Well my names Emma and I like acting boxing, and um other stuff I guess" " I didn't know you liked boxing Emma" I said "Well theres a lot of stuff you dont know about me but hey I'm just a liar" She scoffed. What a bitch I thought, I'm so glad I dropped her I'm doing much better without her in my life. I still wonder though why she lied to me about her parents what an attention seeker. *After school at Emmas house* I walk into my house and see my dad waiting for me I already knew what he was going to do so I said "Go ahead" With a smirk. Soon after 30 minutes of a beating he walked away laughing. I just smiled and went up to my room, after awhile I learnt that I deserved this, it's not my dad's fault I'm ugly etc. Now I just like the pain it's like a drug I can't get enough of it. I walk into my bathroom and open the draw to grad my blade. ⚠️Warning may trigger some people⚠️ I place the blad about my wrist and smile before I bring it onto my wrist and press deeply and swipe, I wince at the pain but soon laugh it off and keep going, 1 cut for being a liar 2 cuts for being an attention seeker 3 cuts for being worthless 4 cuts for being ugly 6 cuts for everything else I do several more on other writst and some on my thighs and stomach, I know I have a problem but this is the only way I get a sense of relief and am able to think of something else I quickly bandage the damage and throw on a hoodie and short shorts do my hair up in a messy bun and go to bed. Authors note ♥♥♥ HIIIIII I hope you liked this chapter!!! Un-Proof-Readed
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