MY LIFE

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One day, we need to do a mental health test at school. Wow I got a very shocking result. I could not imagine that it will happen like this.

Depressed: VERY BAD
Anxiety     : VERY BAD
Stress         : BAD

I stared at the paper and after about 2 minutes I laughed looking at the paper. It is because I am very shocked at the result.

I have never thought that I am depressed. I wonder what make me depressed. I am not joking when I answer the sheet. I really answered them honestly though.

I showed it to my friends and they're shocked too. Lee suzy, my friend also got a kinda bad result.

The others looking at our result in shocked and asked us if we are okay.

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On the way to the class, the others asked us why did we depressed and we just started to felt there are tears going down our cheeks. We could not answeres their question. Maybe because I am too shocked to know the result.

I started to think what make me depressed and analyzed my behaviour since last year and I started to remember that once I grabbed a knife and kinda go around with it. I always get angry easily and kinda locked myself in a room and started to cry but my mood keep changing. Sometimes I laugh,sometimes I cry and sometimes I am angry at myself.

I still don't know what the think that make me depressed cause there is too much reason. So when I anyone asked me why am I depressed, I can't answer them.

Thinks have been reaaly chaotic in my heart.

( Things gonna be fun from here)