SAVE ME- SANA X MALE READER

CHAPTER 2

Y/N'S POV
I head to my room, I grab all the stuff that I need to take a shower and head to the bathroom.

Once there, I start taking off my soaked clothes while looking at the mirror... I can't be more disgusted, I'm just so skinny... But it's kind of normal, I didn't eat anything this days... But I really don't feel like doing it.

It's not as if I had a high self-esteem, so now I'm looking even worse than before... I make sure that the bath is warm enough before going in, and then I proceed to relax.

I can see how hard it's raining, I hope it stops soon, but it's gonna be difficult since we are in raining season. Now that I think about it, I wonder how's that dog doing... I hope he found a save place to spend the night.

It's not as if it was my business, but dad taught me to help everyone who needs it, that goes for the animals too.

I'm relaxing thinking about nothing, when I hear an annoying knock at the bathroom's door. Of course it's mom, but I don't feel like listening to her right now...

-Mom: Y/N, are you there?
-Y/N: I'm here mom... (sighs)
-Mom: Y/N we need to talk about what you just saw a while ago-
-Y/N: I told you that I don't want to listen, leave me alone please.
-Mom: I know that this is a really hard moment for you, but you are my son and this kind of situations need to be explained. Please, listen to me for a while...

I quickly dressed up with my pyjamas to leave the bathroom so I can skip hearing to her nonsense words...

-Y/N: I'll be at my room-
-Mom: (grabs my arm) Y/N, wait...
-Y/N: Why are you touching me? Don't touch me! Don't you see that I just took a bath... I don't want to know where have your hands been this days, so don't dare to touch me never again. (serious)
-Mom: Y/N, I'm your mom, and if you are not going to respect me you are going to be punished. (pissed)
-Y/N: I don't care, there's nothing worst that seeing your own mother making out with another man on your dad's funeral day... (starts crying) He didn't deserve that... He deserved a better woman... How could you do this to him? Huh? Was it all fake? You were just behind his money... You never loved him as he loved you... (looks down)
-Mom: Y/N I-
-Y/N: Earn it, I don't want to listen... Leave me alone please...

I then leave her speechless because she knows that everything that I said it's true, and head to back to my room.

Once at my private spot, I let myself fall into the bed while looking at the ceiling thinking about how drastically my life has changed. From now on, I'll be alone...

I prefer being alone rather than being with this woman and her dirty business with everyone she gets to trick...

Anyways, right now what I need to focus is on my studies. I'm at my last preparatory course, and I need to get good marks in other to enter a good university.

I want to be a pianist, and I really need to be a good one in order to get the chance to perform to a lot of people as my dad did. He's always been my inspiration, and now, it's time to show me what I have...

With those feelings, I fall asleep because of the tiring day with such a bunch of experiences...

-Time skip to the next morning-

My alarm starts ringing signaling that it's time for me to wake up and get ready for school.

Being honest, I don't feel like going today, I'm really tired, and what it's worst, I don't want to tell anyone about my problems.

I start putting on my uniform while looking to the mirror, have I always been this bad looking? I know that I'm not a model, but this days without eating, really affected me... Tsk.

I head down once I washed myself, and I find our maid preparing breakfast. She's one year older than me, and she's working because she doesn't like to study, she's such a tease...

-Y/N: Good morning Jeongyeon... (sighs)
-Jeongyeon: You don't look good today...
-Y/N: I never look good anyways... Oh, is someone else at home right now?
-Jeongyeon: You mean your mother?
-Y/N: Yeah, my mother... (rolls his eyes)
-Jeongyeon: I think that she left with that man... How is it? Mr. Fika or Foka... Something like that... (smiles)
-Y/N: (sighs) I see, I'll be leaving too then.
-Jeongyeon: Hey, you didn't have breakfast!
-Y/N: I'm not hungry, but thanks for your work Jeongyeon... (smiles and bows)
-Jeongyeon: You should eat something or you are going to get sick...
-Y/N: Hmm, let's see if I die then... I mean, I don't want to continue with this life... (looks down)
-Jeongyeon: Really, you need to change your way of thinking...
-Y/N: It's not necessary, it doesn't matter if something happens to me, I'm even sure that my mom would be happy so she could do whatever she wants... (sighs) But I'm not gonna talk about it anymore, I have to leave, I don't want to be late. See you later...
-Jeongyeon: Yeah, see you later...

I head outside to see one of my classmates, she considers herself one of my friends, but we are not that close.

-Jihyo: Good morning Y/N (smiles)
-Y/N: Is it a good morning? (sighs) Sorry, don't care about what I just said... Good morning Jihyo...
-Jihyo: You are weird today, and you look really pale.. Are you eating properly?
-Y/N: I'm not eating, I don't feel like it...
-Jihyo: That's not good, I'm gonna get angry if you don't eat. You have to take care of yourself, please... (smiles)
-Y/N: It doesn't matter, if something happens to me no one would worry anyways. So there's no need to worry.

She looks like if she is about to say something, but she prefers staying quiet... How weird, but at least she doesn't bother me with more questions about my well being...