You Can't Help Who You Fall For

Chapter 6

(Ray and Chresanto in the mm )
Imani

        My eyes widen as I entered Ray's crowded house.The music was so loud as the speakers were blaring out " Pills and Potions" by Nick Minaj.Amber was right by my side singing to every word of the lyrics. I could tell by her drifting eyes that she was looking for Ray; she has like the biggest crush on him like a fat kid and cake. But I can't blame her, wasn't like Ray was ugly. I swear Amber eyes went from all normal to spacious when she seen Ray walking towards us.

        "Wassup Amber" he yelled over the music. " Hi Ray" she said all shyly. "Well damn I guess i'm just invisible" I said attempting to get their attention. " Oh sorry Imani hi......I'm glad you guys can make it" he said looking only at Amber. like damn I'm so feeling the love right now. " We are too"  I interrupted their gazer at each other. I do't know why I lied I really wanted to be at home, on Netflix watching Pretty Little Liars, and stuffing my face with popcorn. But I came for Amber who was now literally gawking at Ray being actually there in front of her. After of 10 minutes of them completely forgetting I existed and only talking to each other they finally decided to go and dance. I stood in the hallway alone.

        I was getting bored of the loud music and not having any one to talk to so i made my way towards the kitchen. Looking for a drink in the coolers that wasn't alcohol was hard because that's all Ray had. I closed the coolers  and as I was heading out the kitchen I just had to not look where i was going and I bumped into Jacob.

        "Well hello to you too" one could only just here the sarcasm he was giving me."Hello Jacob" i smiled with all the hatred I had for him. " What the fuck is with the attitude?" he yelled but no one was paying attention including me.I ignored and walked right passed him and went outside and as always he has to follow right along like a penguin." I was fucking talking to you, Imani" "Doesn't mean I have to reply fuck face" when the words came out my mouth after I finish I could only feel the palm of his hand go across my face that bitch motherfucker slapped me . i just looked at him with how much betrayal and disappointment i had in my eyes. i walked straight to the kitchen and grabbed whatever out the cooler not caring what it was and began drinking.

        A couple of drinks later i felt so much better like weights were lifted off of me. I was on the dance floor grinding and twerking. Whatever dance you can name I was surely doing or at least trying to do. I started talking to this guy named Daniel; he was fine as hell. We were dancing together then we sat down and started talking he was real sweet from what I can remember.After our talk he grabbed my hand and led me upstairs in this room. laid me on the bed and started kissing me and it felt nice then he was taking off my clothes. I screamed for help and him to get off of me but he wasn't i began crying. Then someone busted through the door and took him off of me and began beating his ass I wanted to see who it was so I got up only to fall to the ground and see nothing but darkness.

Amber.

        After leaving Imani behind to go dance with Ray. We were dancing to "No Love" by August Alsina Ft. Nicki Minaj. this was my song Ray started getting all close, like he really could dance then he started felling on my ass and shit while we was dancing. I never had any body  touch me like that  except for Rick. I remember the exact day it all start just thinking about it made me feel disgusted.

         It had been 6 months my mom had been dating him, I remember that cause it was around the same time she got hooked on drugs. I didn't think he was a bad person I mean I knew he was a drug dealer and he ran the streets of south central LA but he was nice to me and my mom. He bought us nice things, took us to nice places and I actually liked him til the day he came to my home after  one of his runs.I was in my room laying in my bed doing homework when he walked in and sat at the end of my bed.I paid no attention to it until I felt his had creep up my thigh.I turned to see he was closer than usual and had a seductive smile on his face. The smell of alcohol was on his breath he was drunk but not too drunk to forget I was 15 or that I was his Girlfriend's my mother 's daughter. he forcefully  laid me on the bed and got on top of me. I told him no over and over again but he was only paying attention to taking my clothes off. I felt a sharp pain come through my body . I then knew he had took everything from me: My pride, happiness, and virginity.