Living Spiritual Light

My Testamony

Hey everyone I figured that I might need to share my back story with you so you understand were I am coming from. So here it is:

I was born into a christian family but it was not what you think. My siblings and I were taken away by the State. So we moved into our grandparents house because there were some family issues. Honestly I do not understand why it happened but it just did. I become a christian around my frist time at Camp Gap. I am struggling with my faith as I was then a bit less faith when I was little.

I got Baptised when I was in fourth grade and due to that I grew in faith when I came to the youth ministry because of disciple now. Before Dnow started writing Chirstian songs around Sixth Grade because I wanted to share the Gospel though Music. I By in way tought it could not get any worse until a certin event happened. I had so much fun until I lost my brother a very few might know. And started to be way more quiet after the accident doubting myself more, and that is when I started doubting our Lord without thinking about it. And the accident still gets me to this day.

After that accidient I was very hurt and felt like apart of me was missing. Not too long after there a hard trantison that my church went through its were you might understand. Changing youth pastors took a very hard toll on me expcally what I had just went though.

Due to that I was able to grow even more as I closer to the other one that is in my church right now as time went by.

Some things do not come as you had hoped, because there is reason and God knows what it is.