Show Yourself: Love

Chapter twenty-five

Jungkook rushed to go find Zoria. He ran to her shared apartment with the rest of the girls & knocked on the door. Even though the apartment wasn't a far walk or a run he was still out of breath. The fact that he had to tell Zoria that they're done for good & that there will be no future between them made his breathing increase.

The opened & there was Zoria.

"Hey" She said looking around the hallway. "What are you doing here?" She continued.

Jungkook smiled. "You seem to ask what I'm doing places a lot" he joked. "Is anyone here?" He asked.

She shook her head. "Naw, they all left out earlier for some shit I dunno" she said moving out the way to let him in. She closed the door as Jungkook went to sit on the couch. She soon joined him.

"So what's up? We watching a movie together or something- wait where is Naeun?" She said grabbing the remote to find a movie.

Jungkook kept his eyes planted on the floor. Zoria glanced at him because he was silent. "What's wrong?" She said setting the remote down. 

"Do you love me?" He asked softly not breaking his glance from the floor.

"Um yea" she chuckled with a confused expression. "Of course, do you love me?" She asked.

He nodded. "You love me as much as you love Jimin?" He said lifting up to make eye contact with her.

"Wha-yes-wait no...I- does it matter?" She asked confused.

"Yes it does...I love you and I love Naeun...but-but-"

"But what Jungkook?" Zoria asked voice more stern.

"But I love Naeun more...." he said looking away. Zoria froze.

"I understand...that's understandable...so-so what are you trying to say?" She said scooting closer to him.

"I'm saying I love her so much that we have to end this...I can't have her to raise our child by herself...I don't want our child to grow up without a father..." he continued.

Zoria throat grew dry. "A-a child? Your....your ch-child? What are you-"

"Naeun is pregnant...it's my baby obviously" he said.

"Oh-oh I see" she said scooting away from him. "So..your going to keep it?"

He nodded. "I don't have the heart and what we was doing was already wrong...so I'm saying we have to end this...again...I have a responsibility now..." he said grabbing her hand & holding it.

"How far is she?" She asked.

"She's like two months she's not showing tho...she didn't know until she started throwing up and stuff...she's so skinny and that diet she been on made her look smaller than usual" he explained.

"You'll be okay right? I'll always love you okay?" He continued.

"Yea-yeah you can't leave the child alone....I understand...you have to be there for it" she said trying to swallow the lump in her throat.

"You sure?....I know it's so sudden -and I hate that I have to-to...because I-I was hoping that maybe one day you'd have my kid but-but I'm still grateful-" he attempted to say.

"It's okay Jungkook I know....she's probably waiting on you...you should go to her"  Zoria said forcing a smile to her face. Jungkook smiled back.

They stared at each other for a few minutes before Jungkook got up & began walking to the door. Zoria followed behind him. Jungkook stopped at the door. Zoria waited patiently for him to open the door.