Show Yourself: Love

Chapter twenty-four

Zoria entered Jimins house to see him passed out with liquor & whine bottles everywhere. "Fucking Christ I thought I told him to stop" she said rushing over to him.

"Jimin sweetie...get up baby come on" she said struggling to set him up. He groaned.

"Don't leave me" he slurred half dead. "I'm not Jimin I'm right here...imma go get you some water just don't...die" she said hesitating to let him go to get water.

She rushed to the fridge and came back with some water & handed it to him. "Here...drink it" she said forcing the water in his hands.

"I told you to stop drinking when something bothers you...didn't I tell you to come to me? I'm your girl I'm supposed to help and be here for you...I love you too much to let you run and beat yourself about shit" she said as she watched him drink the water.

He chugged the whole bottle & lazily let it fall from his hands to the floor & laughed clearly still intoxicated.

He looked at Zoria. "Your gonna leave me next aren't you?" He said slurring his words.

"Of course not...why would I do that? Who left you? What's going on Jimin?" She asked with a worried tone scooting closer to him.

He started laughing which turned into sobs. Zoria watched as he broke down she reached over to hold him. "It's okay" she said playing in his hair.

"Everyone always leaves me...first my family...all the girls I ever loved was just with me to get closer to the other members...especially Jungkook cause he's the baby and they think he is just so cute...he's has everything I always wanted...what's wrong with me?" He cried. "I'm too soft, I got bullied when I was younger for being too feminine...joining BTS and seeing all over Twitter that they call me thotius park and that I'm the baddest bitch and I'm a whole nigga made me think I had no dominance or masculinity so I continued to work out and fuck girls to show that dominance and I'm still a bad bitch" he continued.

"Baby nothing is wrong with you, you have to learn to be yourself and not try to be like someone else...maybe if you'd be yourself you could have everything you ever wanted, not what someone already have...worry about what you want and what you have and what you want to fight for..." Zoria explained.

Jimin laid in her arms the rest of the morning. Zoria was right, he was so caught up in how other people viewed him that he didn't think about what made him happy.

Later that afternoon Naeun & Jungkook was doing they own little thing throughout the house. Naeun was a little hesitant at telling Jungkook about the big news. She was afraid of how he'd react because well he knows she's been sleeping with one of his members for a few months now. He could question who baby it really his but Naeun knows it's for sure Jungkooks.

Jungkook was in the bedroom playing video games while Naeun was in the front room contemplating about life. She figured it was time. She eased her way into the bedroom.

"Babe?" She said softly. He lifted his head but kept his eyes glued to the tv.

"Hm?"

"Can you come to the front room real quick...We need to talk" she said with a soft smile.

He nodded & set the controller down to follow her out.

She sat down without looking him in the eyes. He could sense the atmosphere.

"What? you called me out here to break up with me?" He joked trying to lighten the mood.

She let out an airy chuckle. "No not right now" she joked back making it more comfortable between the two.