Created Agu. 2.19
By the time I was finished with my story, they were standing with their mouths wide open in shock and astonishment.
" So your trying to tell us that.....................San ......................Choi San ...........................the idol........He did all that...in just one day .." Shanel said and I nod
" yeah and I don't know why ?" I said honestly but then Crystal slapped me in the back of my head " ARE YOU STUPID!" She yelled at me causing me me to flinch
" first of all....OWW! and second of all....I am not stupid!" I yelled back and they all facepalmed
" What am I missing something?" I asked and they all nod furiously
" YESS! You are missing so much things...........and they are right infront of your eyes but you are too stupid to realise" Kelanie said and Shanel and Crystal nod in agreement
" Then enlighten me.........What am I missing?........What am I not seeing that is right infront of me?" I asked and crossed my hands across my chest
" HE LIKES YOU!" They yelled at the same time
" WHAT?!" I yelled in disbelief then looked at them and started to laugh
" You guys are hilarious......Seriously?! San liking me ?! That was a great joke guys" I said and laughed again but then stopped when I realise that they were looking at me blankly and unamused.
"Wait you guys are serious?" I asked in disbelief and they let out a deep sigh
" yes we are Kath" Shanel said and took a step towards me but I took a step back
" No your not" I stated coldly
" yes we are " Crystal said
"NO YOUR NOT!" I yelled at them and they flinched
" You actually think someone like me can be with someone like HIM!..........I am Pathetic.........I don't deserve someone like him .....I am weak........I am stupid........I can't do anything right.....I am absolutely useless" I said with tears at my eyes " and even if he does like me...........I don't like him" I said coldly while looking to the ground.
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! YOU LOVE HIM!
"You don't...................You don't like me " A voice said from behind me, I turned around and saw San and Wooyoung standing at the door
" S-San......W-What are you doing here ?" I said nervously
" You don't like me" He repeated while walking slowly towards me
" No I didn't mean it like that San................I just mean that I don't like you in that way, I mean I like you as a friend, nothing more " I said trying to clarify things
WHAT!? YOU KNOW WHAT JUST SHUT UP!
He was finally infront of me and he scoffed
" just friends.........JUST FRIENDS! Katherina friends don't always want to be by your side just to try and hold your hands, Friends don't accompany you to the hospital and tell you that they can't live without you, friends don't make your heartrace just by them smiling at you ...................................................friends don't make out, friendship has nothing to do with how I feel for you Katherina Lee!" He said and placed his hand on your cheek
OMG DID HE JUST CONFESS! OMG YES ! SAY IT BACK!TELL HIM THAT YOU LOVE HIM!
" Well that's not how I feel for you" I said and stepped away from him
" What? no I know that's not true " He said in disbelief taking a step towards me and I took one back
"I-It is San..I-I don't like you like that"I stuttered
YOU SEE YOUR LIEING! YOUR STUTTERING!! THAT'S A SIGN! STOP BEING SCARED!
" That's a lie Katherina.....you do like me back" He said coming closer and I stepped back
"NO I DON'T....HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE I JUST MET! HOW CAN I TRUST YOU!" I yelled at him
"y-you don't trust me ?" he said sadly
"n-no!...................yes...................maybe" I said slightly worried and he scoffed again
"good to know......maybe try saying it louder maybe you'll break my heart even more" he said coldly and it upset me that he actually started to blame me for my opinion
" well I'm sorry that I don't like you........I thought I had an opinion." I said coldly and his eyes widen
"no I didn't mean that you didn'thave a choi-"
"it's ok San..........I get it your hurt........but I am selfish...........and I have to allow you to get hurt to prevent myself from getting hurt because I-I.....I am scared, San." I said sadly and looked to the ground but he lifted my chin up so I was looking him in the eye
" And I am even more selfish because I want you ......for myself ......and I would never hurt you" he said softly and then kissed me softly as well
SEE! YOU CAN TRUST HIM! NOW KISS HIM BACK! YAH IDIOT!
I responded to the kiss causing San to smile in the kiss and pull back slightly " I knew you liked me " he said and kissed me again then pulled back after sometime
" please Katherina be mine.......be my girlfriend?" he asked
" I can't San.....you deserve someone better, someone who is at your level, not me" I said sadly
"Your right Katherina.........I don't deserve you..............I need you.......because I like you" he said and took my hands in his
I smiled a little at what he said and nod slowly
" Yes I will be your girlfriend" I said and he smile widely showing his beautiful dimples and hugged me tightly causing me to giggle at his cute actions
He kissed me once more then pulled away " I would never hurt you Rina"
YAY! they are a couple! finally! okay so hope you enjoyed.....Remember to vote, comment and share.
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