Created Feb. 8. 2021
San POV
8:58 pm
It was 8: 58 pm, and I found myself anxiously waiting on a miracle to happen infront of the infamous Han River.
It took me nothing to make up my mind to get here, infact the trouble would be someone stopping me from coming here, and meeting her again.
I know it's selfish of me to try and attain something I can't have. Someone I can't have. But I have to try. If I didn't that would make me a loser. Giving up before trying would make me stupid.
And yes the outcome of today has a ninety nine percent chance of heartbreak and failure on my part but I just need to hear her tell me that she's happy.
Even though I may not like it
Even though it quite literally may rip me in two
I needed the closure
I need it, so I can finally move on
9:10 pm
It was 9: 10 yet I was still standing anxiously awaiting her arrival.
I sighed as the fourth set of People passed by and gave me pity looks
But I mean who wouldn't
A young boy with sad eyes, his gloomy emotion radiating off him in gradually increasing waves as he constantly checked the time on his phone tapping his feet furiously on the concert.
I would pity him too
9:20 pm
I was holding on to that little hope I have left as if my life depended on it. I have to.I can't let go like this. Not yet. I will not allow it.
"She'll be here..I gave her till 10. Yeah that's it. She probably can't find anything to wear." , I spoke to myself
"She'll be here.. I just gotta wait some more.", I said as I sat on the bench looking to the heavens praying that this wasn't pointless.
9:30 pm
~riinnggg~
I have never answered my phone so fast before
"Hello!", I practically yelled into the phone.
"Is she there yet" I sighed in dissapointment when I heard Yeosang's voice echo in my head.
'why would she call you San..She probably deleted your number by now.'
"No hyung, not yet" , I replied with the dissapointment obvious in my voice
"San.....I think it's time to come back....She would have been there already if sh-"
"No hyung", I interrupted him "I gave her until 10...Maybe she got caught in traffic or she forgot and is rushing to get ready..either way I am going to wait..", I concluded determined
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