- the next thirteen hours - nct renjun {✔}

chapter sixteen : kiss

jiyeon

I lean in and cut him off with a kiss. If he kept talking, I would've fallen deeper in love with him, and I don't want that. I don't want to fall any deeper in love with him.

I could sense that he was taken aback at first, but he pulled me closer to him by the waist and deepened the kiss. 

His lips were like a soft cushion that I sank into, and I never wanted to get off

Our lips moved in sync as we explored each other, my hand around his neck and his arms wrapped around my waist. 

I wanted to pull away, but I couldn't. Why couldn't I? What's keeping me from pulling away? Why do I want to let this moment last forever?

I don't believe in fate. Nor do I believe the phrase "meant-to-be".

But at this very moment, I felt like the universe was telling us that we were "meant-to-be". That we were meant for each other.

I didn't want to believe it.

But that seemed like the only reasonable explanation to why I felt like this with Renjun.

author's note - this chapter's short since it's the end of her perspective :)