Pinky promise

9 / 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞

'𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞'

I had been walking for a while now. I don't know how long to be exact. I haven't looked on my phone for the whole time. I just needed some time.

I was not planning to look in it tho but when I got a call, I had to.

'Y/n!' I hear my mom saying on the other side.

'Mom, what's wrong?' I ask her worried.

'Do you have any idea what hour we are?' She says with an angry voice.

I look at the time and see that we're already 7:30am. 'SHIT!' I yelled.

'Come home now! You still got to put on some fresh clothes. God damn it y/n, you have to leave for school at 8am!'

'I know mom.' I sigh 'I'm coming. I'm sorry.'

'Don't worry about it.' Her voice changes 'I know that this is hard. Just come home now.'

'I will.' I tried to sound a bit happier but I couldn't 'Bye mom.'

'Bye sweetie.' She says.
I walked home afterwards without thinking that much. I was just walking and if I would think, i'd probably think about how my year will be without Aidan. Not good. When I came home I quickly putted fresh clothes on. When I was about to leave my room my eyes catched the clothes who I just throwed off laying on the ground. I feel how I touched Aidan his body in the seat. How we slept spoon togheter. God I miss him already and I am not ready to end this amazing chapter.

Ugh, I started thinking again and see where it got me. I felt how tears were rolling down my face. Aidan, can you please come back? I walked downstairs to my mom. She saw how sad I was and didn't say anything. She immediately pulled me in for a hug and didn't let go for what must have been for five minutes. 'What do I do mom? What do I do without him?' I sob into her arms.

'You go further.' She says while kissing my forehead 'And it isn't without him. You know that y/n.'. I sigh and pull back 'What if he forgets about me?'. I see how my mom rolls her eyes and chuckles softly 'He won't. You two had a connection. A strong one. One that won't fade away.' She says as she squeezes in my hand. 'You sound exactly like his mom.' I chuckle.

'Oh I know.' She smiles 'Do you know what I know also?' I give her a frown and wait for an answer. 'Lauren told me that you two slept togheter last night.' She chuckles. 'We had more sleepovers. Nothing new right?' I shacked my head. 'Have both of you layed spoon with each other before then?' I immediately felt the awkwardness. SHIT. She unlocks her phone and goes to WhatsApp. 'Here.' She shows me a picture that Laurel sended. It was me and Aidan sleeping while laying spoon with each other.

She didn't. She really did this! Oh god.

'She really did that eh?' I sigh as I look at the ground. 'Don't worry about it.' She laughs 'It's cute. You two are cute.'. 'There is no you two mom.' I rolled my eyes when I realized what she meant. No no no. 'You sure?' She chuckles and frowns. 'Yeah mom.' I answer immediately 'I'm sure.'. I left for school afterwards and immediately started thinking again. Was I sure ? I don't know. Wait, would I want that? No.

We were best friends. Best friends who slept spoon togheter. God what am I thinking ?