12 / 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧

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- 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 -

- 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 -

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I didn't know how to react. I wanted to run up to him and hug him. But I couldn't. Something in me was too scared. Scared to be forgotten. And apparently he was live. 'Great.' I sigh 'What a situation.'. I suddenly saw a girl approaching Aidan. She wasn't a fan or she'd look happier. She looked hurt. Aidan saw her and looked back at the screen 'Hey, I gotta go.' He waved and then putted away his phone.

'What the hell.' I whispered to myself. The girl was about to cry. What would have happend. 'Lea?' I heard Aidan say 'What's wrong?'. I could hear that he truly was worried. (also if you want to change the name, go ahead.) 'I want to know Aidan.' She said. The girl who apparently was called Lea was now clearly crying. 'You want to know what?' Aidan asked. 'Did you love me?' She yelled out. I immediately felt what an akward situation this was and I actually shouldn't be listening, but still.

He also had to answer some questions of mine. 'Lea I-.' He stopped himself and sighed deeply. 'So that's a no?' She wipes away some tears. 'I like you Lea, but not in that way.' He looked at the ground. 'Why the hell did you ask me out then?' She clears her throat. It stays quiet for a moment and then I see Aidan looking for words. 'I tried to forget the hurt.' He looks down. 'What hurt? Another girl?' She frowns.

'God she didn't even know I liked her.' His voice now sounds broken and hurt. 'So you used me to forget her?' She gives him a death stare. 'I didn't do anything to you but to be your boyfriend.' He rolls his eyes. 'Aidan I'm pissed off but I do care about you. Go to the girl and tell her how you feel.' She sighs and gives him one last kiss on his cheek. 'Goodbye Aidan.' She says and then walks away. What the hell just happend. 'I can't tell her.' aidan sobs 'but I want to.' I felt how weird it would be if I now walked in on him almost crying. This wasn't the right time. When would be the right time ?

Will there be a right time?

I stood up and sighed. 'I'm sorry.' I said and walked away back to the hotel. What hurt would he be trying to forget ? Why didn't he just call me and explain everything. I could have helped him. But apparently he didn't trust me enough. I passed Starbucks and bought myself a drink. Afterwards I immediately went back to the hotel and went to lay on my bed. The jet lag was killing me and I could feel how my body needed to rest. It was killing me.

I opened my eyes and it felt good that I had some sleep. I grabbed my phone and saw that I got a text from Aidan. It wasn't much. Literally. It was just 'Hi'. Couldn't he say more? After all he ignored me for quite some time. My mind didn't want me to send back. It would be too desperate. But I do wanna talk to him. 'Damn it. I'm just going to send.' I said to myself and I sended 'hey:):' back. It didn't take long till he responded. He actually responded.

𝗔𝗶𝗱𝗮𝗻 🥰🌎

𝖧𝗂

𝖧𝖾𝗒 :):

𝖨'𝗆 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍

𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎

𝖬𝗆𝗆..

I didn't know what else I had to send to be honest. I wanted to finally be ok with him again but when I thought about it, he did the same to me.

𝖨'𝗆 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝗒/𝗇

𝖨 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇'𝗍

𝖢𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇'𝗍?

𝖨𝗄 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗌𝗒 𝖿𝗂𝗅𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖿𝖿

𝖡𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗍 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾
𝖺 𝗍𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒.

𝖨 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐..

𝖡𝗎𝗍 𝖨 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗍𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎,
𝖡𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗁𝗎𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽.

𝖣𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝗂𝗍 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗁𝗎𝗋𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝖾?!

𝖬𝗒 𝖻𝗌𝖿 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍. 𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍.

𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗂 𝗄𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾

𝖨𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝗎𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝖠𝗂𝖽𝖺𝗇

𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒
𝖳𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝗍𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗈𝗋 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗌.

𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗂𝗀𝗇𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖾.

𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗂𝖿 𝗐𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌.

I just had to tell him how I felt. I probably have been hard on him but I didn't care. He did this and not me.

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