Hey guys! By now, some of y'all have probably noticed that I've been pretty bad about getting on Wattpad lately. Before I say anything else, know that I will not be leaving Wattpad, and I intend on being much more active now.
When my absence started, I honestly couldn't get online for multiple reasons. I was in places where WiFi wasn't the best, and at a few points my parents forced me to have a break from my phone. xD
After that, I got stressed because of some home stuff. It was nothing life-changing- just my parents arguing about religious stuff for a day or two. But anyway, at this point I'd been off of Wattpad for a while, and I knew that I had to get back on and fix everything up, update the roleplay, etc.
The thing was, I knew that I had a lot of work to do. I also knew that I'd disappointed people with my mostly unexplained absence, and I was a bit scared of facing that. I'd made promises to people that I hadn't kept, and I felt awful. Instead of confronting this right away, I hid from everyone by not getting on Wattpad. I even made the huge mistake of not making the July gathering happen. (Yeah...that I really regret that ;-;)
Instead of making my situation better, my absence made it worse. I was plagued by stress, and, over the last four or five nights, I've even woken up early in the morning and been sleep deprived because of my stresses about disappointing everyone. I've had to come to terms with the fact that I can't make everyone happy at once.
Today I will start getting online again, but I won't be able to fix everything right away. My plan is to handle one problem at a time, instead of overwhelming myself with all of the issues at once. So, I'm sorry if I don't respond to your PM or fix a problem ASAP- I'm just trying to make my work simpler and more thorough.
Welp, time to get to work, I suppose. xD It's good to be back
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