I woked up. I was on the floor. My mom was cooking breakfast and Oscar was watching tv. "Good morning Jazz". "Good morning mom". "Yall had fun last night". "Sure". I got up and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I looked in the mirror, my shirt had white stains on it. What the fuck. "OSCAR". I came out the bathroom". "Yes jazz?" "Can you come here please?" "He got up I pulled him in the bathroom with me, and shut the door". "What is this?" "Didnt you just brush your teeth?" "Yes Oscar". "Then that's toothpaste". "Oscar this is not toothpaste and how did I get on the floor?" "You felled". "Yea right". I choked him towards the wall. "If you had sex with me, imma beat your azz". I let him go. I took my rag and rub the stains off my shirt. "And you know im a deep sleeper". I opened the door. "Fucking ass hole". "Mom, what are you cooking?" "You'll see when you eat it". "Ugh, why you have to be so complicated?" "Because I'm Jennifer galalaya, your mother". "Yea yea yea I know". I sat on the couch. "Oh and jazz I have to go to a meeting today at 2". "Ok, what time is it over?" "Idk it might take a while, its down town". "Ugh, ok". "And jazz wash these dishes when you finish". "Ok ma". "Ight I got to go". She grabbed her keys off the counter. "Come lock this door behind me". I got up off the couch and walked to the door. She kissed me on my forehead be good. "Ok". I closed the door and locked it. I put my plate in the sink, and sat back down on the couch. Oscar got up and came to sit by me. "Jazz I have to tell you something". I crossed my arms and sat on my left foot. "What is it Oscar?" He ran his hands through his hair. "Um, we did have sex last night". "You fucking lier, you said we didn't do anything". I threw a pillow at his head. "Now that's for lying". I got up off the couch. "Omg I broke my moms promise, you ass hole you made me broke her promise". I grabbed the pillow and kept hitting him with it, until he tackled me to the floor. "Get off of me". "Calm down Jazzminn". "No no no", I said continuously hitting him in his back. I calmed down. "Ugh". "Are you calm Jazzminn?" "Yes Oscar". He got off of me and stood over me. "Are you going to be nice?" "Ill try". He reached out his hand and pulled me up off the floor. "Now let's talk". "About what, we had sex and you made me broke my moms promise, Ugh I hate you". He stood up and pushed me back on the couch. "Dont you say that girl, cause I don't hate you, I love you, even after all the shit we go through, I'm still trying to hold on to you". I got up off the couch and slaped him across his chest. "Well if you love me so much why'd you cheated on me with that stupid cheerleader, huh?" I started crying. He grabbed my wrists. "That was the old me, I'm grown now, I finally see what I want". "And who is that Oscar?" "Its you girl". I dropped to my knees, I stared at him. "Oscar can I ask you something?" "What Jazzminn?" "Where did you go that day when you left me at the quarter backs house with all those football players". "I had to go". "SO YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE ME?" "Jazzminn you were drunk, you didn't want to leave". "So you didn't know what happened that night?" I got up and sat on the couch, he sat by me. "What happened?" "They raped me Oscar, they all had a chance (putting there crayons in my crayon box)." "AND YOU NEVER TOLD ME?" "OSCAR I NEVERED TOLD ANYONE BUT MY MOM, so she made me promised to never have sex again until marriage, and ever since then I kept her promise". "I'm so sorry Jazzminn". "Its ok Oscar, I mean you can't change nothing". He kissed me on my forehead. "Do you forgive me?" "Of course I forgive you Oscar".
