The Wrong

III

After school on Tuesday, I went straight to practice. I didn't feel like talking to Andrew or seeing him. We didn't talk ever since that night I refused to have sex with him and I really didn't care. He knew how I felt about having sex, but he still brought it up-and that was what made me mad.

On my way to practice, I saw VJ. He was looking mighty fine, but I was not about to talk to him. I guess the real reason why I hated VJ was because he fucked me and dumped me. I didn't know if VJ really liked me now to be honest. He probably just hated the fact that I have moved on and found someone new. 

I kept walking trying not to talk to him, but that junk was hard. I acted like I had to tie to my shoe and waited for him to catch up. When he finally did, he decided to walk right pass me. "You not going to say hi?" I chuckled.

"We not cool. You forgot?" he said. His voice sounded different. It sounded soft and sweet. Sounded like the VJ that I felt in love with my freshman year. 

"It's been a month without you flirting me up...hell no I did not forget." I said rolling my eyes. He kept walking, and I tried getting close to him. "How you been?" 

"Good." One word answer. I hated those. I put my hand in front of him and stopped walking. I couldn't take it anymore. 

"I forgive you okay V? I don't care about the situation anymore. Right now, I don't care about anything. Me and you are cool," I said.

"You sure? Or you just saying that..." 

"I'm positive." He smiled and tried to give me a hug, but I backed away. 

"Oh, so I can't get a hug, but we cool? That's funny." He rolled his eyes and kept walking.

"I promised not to ever touch you again. And I'm sticking to it." VJ looked at me and sighed. 

"Are you serious? That was last year Asia! Get over it. You was a dumb freshman that fell for an upperclassmen. They ain't give you advice before you came to high school? I'm sorry. I swear I am, but shit happens."

"YOU TOOK MY VIRGINITY!!" I yelled. VJ couldn't be serious. "THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU V! YOU'RE THE ONLY BOY I'VE EVER LOVED EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY. I CAN'T EVEN TRY TO FUCK MY BOYFRIEND WITHOUT THINKING OF YOU! But you still sit her and tell me to get over it?" I was furious. I gave VJ my all. I did what I swore not to do for this kid and he had the nerve to tell me to get over it? I started to gain all hate for him again.

"Drew? Homeboy told me y'all fuck all the time. What you talking about?" He looked at me weird. I wanted to raise my voice, but it honestly wasn't worth it. He didn't understand, and he probably never was. I kept walking, but a little faster so I couldn't see him. I was done with VJ. Why did I even miss him? Why did I even want to talk to him? Why did I even fall in love with him? Why? Why? Why? That's all I could think of.

They say the person you loose your virginity to is the person you will never get over. That's why you have to choose wisely. You're soul is locked with that person for eternity. When you have sex again, that person will be the one on your mind. That's why they say wait before you have sex, so you don't go through what I am. I wish I waited, I honestly do, but its too late for wishing isn't it?

Author's note: Poor Asia. This was short, I had nothing to do so decided to update. Quick word for my readers!! WAIT BEFORE YOU HAVE SEX. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! IF HE/SHE LOVED YOU, THEY CAN WAIT FOR YOU. Hope you're enjoying.