The Wrong

IX

This is going to be a pretty long chapter guys! I really hope you enjoy it. Also, just in case you were lost...Asia and VJ go out. He asked her while they were at the hotel room. Happy reading -sosabvby.

Andrew's POV

When Asia left I felt so bad. I didn't know why I embarrassed her like that. I guess I wanted her to prove me wrong. I wanted her to yell at me and tell me that she was my girlfriend, but she didn't. I looked at my mother who was crying by my bedside. I touched her arm. I couldn't move at all. "Mom it's okay," I whispered. She wiped her face holding my hands.

"Why? Why would you do this to yourself?" she asked. I looked at her. I didn't tell my mother about Asia yet. I didn't know how to. My mother loved Asia. She called Asia her daughter-in-law. She told us that she was going to plan our wedding. She baked us cookies, bought us clothes, and joked about our future children. How was I supposed to tell her? I took a deep breath.

"Me and Asia broke up ma," I started, "I tried to get her back, but she didn't accept me. I was caught in my feelings. I didn't know how to win her back so I tried to kill myself..." She gave me the weirdest look ever. She started to shake her head no.

"Baby you're lying," she said still shaking her head. I held her hand tighter trying not to cry. "You're lying Andrew. Please tell me you're lying."

"No mom, I'm serious." I tried to swallow my tears, but I couldn't. I started to remember the small kiss Asia gave me the day I took the pills. Butterflies filled my stomach. I missed her so much.

"But Andrew she's been here since 5AM! She's been waiting for you to wake up. When I told the doctor she was your girlfriend she smiled. She didn't correct me. She acted like I was right. Are you sure you guys are over?" I stopped talking. I started to loose breath. The tube the doctor gave me was getting filled with spit and I needed it to get drained out. My mom kept staring at me waiting for me to answer, but I wasn't going to. After five minutes, she got up and kissed my cheek. I could tell she was hurt. I didn't know if it was because of me and Asia or because I almost died for a girl that didn't give two shits about me.

"Mommy," I said softly. She turned her head. "Don't tell anyone." Her face was filled with dry tears.

"Don't tell anyone what honey?"

"That I almost died for a girl. Don't tell. Please.

"Promise," she fake smiled, "and baby, Asia wanted me to give you this. Feel better." She handed me a crumbled piece of paper and walked out quietly. I held the paper. On the front it said "To my Choco:" I wanted to smile, but I didn't know what was inside. I uncrumbled the piece of paper and before I even read it I fell inlove. Asia had wrote it in purple pen, her favorite color, and beautiful cursive. Every stroke was correct. This letter was pretty lengthy so I didn't hesitate to start reading. I read aloud, but low enough for no one to hear:

I was in bed when your mother called me. She told me that you were in a Coma. I couldn't stop crying when I heard the news. It was like a dark cloud covering my bright sun. Bad thoughts started to fill my mind. I started to imagine a world without my one love. I started to imagine my games without your loud voice. I started to imagine Spanish class without your questions. I started to imagine all the horrible days I would live without you and I swear to God they weren't good. I don't know why you did it Andrew, but I'm here to help. Remember when you first asked me out? It was so funny. You took me under an apple tree and sang me that booty song. I couldn't stop laughing. Remember when we went to the movies, but we were two hours late and we had to watch Let It Go? Omg Choco, we laughed through the whole thing. Remember those times I'd take a shower and you'd try to barge in, but I would know because of your gigantic feet. Remember how we were studying for the Spanish quiz and you told me all my answers were wrong? You're the source to my laughter Andrew. Every moment I spend with you, I laugh. You're the only person that can truly make me smile without even trying. I need you in my life Andrew. Even though you think I don't love you, I do. Sometimes I feel like I'm better off without you, and then sometimes I feel like I need you. I'm done playing both sides of the fence. I love you Andrew. I know I have been confusing you. One minute I feel like I love VJ. The other minute I feel like I love you. But like I said before Choco. I'm done taking chances. You complete me. I'm ready to make things right with you. I'm ready to continue our five month journey. I ready to live life with you. I'm ready to laugh with you, cry with you, fight with you, and die with you. I'm ready for our little and big hurdles. I'm ready. I hope you feel better. I would hate for you to leave this earth without knowing how I honestly feel about you. May the Lord's Angels protect and surround you my love.