36 reasons i love you.

day ten

today, i loved his back. he had a nice body that he wasn't insecure about, so he posted many shirtless photos.

recently, he had been posting mirror photos of his back. i wasn't complaining. i loved his back. but i noticed he blurred them, which made me concerned.

if you looked closely, he had cuts on his lower back and scratches on his upper back. i could tell because the blurring wasn't done very well. i had known about his wrist cuts and i know about the groupies, but this still hurt me.

all i wanted was to be the reason for the scratches and the reason the cuts disappeared. i wanted to be his backbone. his anchor. what kept him up and steady. but he doesn't know, he doesn't know my existence.

but it's okay, it really is. because when you love someone, you look past their flaws, their scars, their imperfections. what really matters then is the love.

this was the tenth reason i loved him.

lots of love,

clover xx.

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clover is me. i am clover.