Living the Dream (One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 36

AN:// okay this is going to go back in time a little but but it shouldnt be to confusing.

~Ashley's POV~

I felt a searing burning pain in my chest What the hell? I open my eyes to be met with a white ceiling. What happened? Where am I? I suddenly heard, "SHE'S CRASHING! SOUND THE ALARM!" and then moments later, "CODE BLUE! CODE BLUE! ALLNURSES TO SURGICAL ROOM 302!" What the hell? Wait, why can I see myself and other people around me? Why were they wearing hospital uniforms?

The answer came to me a second later. I was in the hospital because Amber stabbed me with a knife, but what happened after that? Where are my friends? As soon as that thought crossed my mind I appeared right infront of them. There were tear stain on there faces. Their eyes were all puffy and they look like they were going to break down at any moment. "Guys, I'm okay." I said but they didn't awknowledge me. "Guys?" I tried again, but got the same results. I frowned. "GUYS!" I got no response from them. I looked around the corrudor we were currently in, but paused when I saw myself. I look see through. As if I wasn't really there. As if I was dead. That can't be though. I saw- no I was, wait no. I am dieing. Now that I think about it. I can feel myself slowly slipping away, everyonce in awhile a shock will go throughout my body from the doctors trying to save me. I don't think I'll make it though. I lost to much blood I believe. I look at them all once again for what would probably be my last time. "I love you guys. Please don't mourn me for to long." I whisper as I hug them all. They didn't feel a thing though. I hugge Louis last, staring into his sea blue eyes. I caressed his cheek whispering one last time, " I love you. All of you." That was the last thing I said to them before I felt another searing hot burning pain in my chest.

I open my eyes again only to be in an all white room. Kinda like the one in Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I laughed to myself. Wow I must be going crazy. I look around the room more closely. I saw someone in the distant. I could tell it was a girl and a woman. They seemed harmless enough so I made my way over to them. As I got closer to them, I felt my confusion level grow. "Hello, Ashley. How you been?" said a red haired woman who looked to be in her thirties. I swallow nervously. "Hello, Mom." I looked at the little girl. Shock coming across my face. It was me when I was five. That would make my Mom thirty-five. "What's wrong Ashley?" I look back in forth between the two. "How?" Was all O could muster up. My Mom smiled at me. "Honey, your in the after life. What happened?" She asked me corcetn on her face at the end. I felt tears streaming down my face. "I was stabbed by a physco twin. I think I lost to much blood." I whispered to her. "Aww Honey, come here." I walked intoher opened arms gratefully. Glad to be feeling the familiar warmth and safety. "Ashley you have to listen to me. I know you think your dead, but there is still some hope for you to be alive. You don't want to leave all of your friends, do you?" I shook my head no. "But I don't want to leave you! I finally have you back. I never got a chance to say goodbye," I whispered at the end. She smiled at me sadly, "Honey, I never left you. I have always been in here. In your heart. As I always will be, but it isn't time for you to leave the world yet. You still have many years before you should join me here, but when you do I'll be waiting. Now go. Go return to the real world. You've been asleep far to long." She pushed me back in the direction I came from. "Remember Ashley, I love you and I'll always be in your heart." She whispered before fading from my vision. "I love you too Mom." I whispered to er fading image before I felt another blinding hot pain my chest.

I awoke again, but in a different place. It was in the backyard of my old home. I playing with my two little brothers, Adam and Jake. Adam was two, but he looked healthy. Jake was five and he looked completely unharme as well. What in the world is going on? When Adam was two, he was in the hospital because of his eart condition, and when Jake was five, I had to save him from being run over by a drunk driver only to find out that he died anyways from the force of our landing even though I landed on my back and he was in my arms. I was seven and eleven at the time these events occured. "Jake? Adam?" I called out to them. Their heads turn in sink. "Ash!" They yell running towards me, their eyes sparkling. I was brought to the ground by my two brothers. "Ash, why are you here? Your not suppose to be here yet," Jake tells me a they both climb in my lap. "I-" I bagan saying but Adam cut me off. "Please go back Ashy, we can play when its time, but until then. Please go back." He said looking at me with a small smile on his face. That was all it took for me to break. I began to cry into their shoulders. "I'm so sorry! I couldn't save you guys! Ilove you both so much! I'm sorry!" I cried. They both hugged me. "But Ashy, there was nothing you could've done about my failing heart" Adam started but was interrupted by Jake, "Yeah, and you did all you could to save me from the car. You didn't have to push me out of the way of the car, but you did. We both love you, but we want you to stop blaming yourself for our deaths." I hicupped. "Since when did you two become so wise?" They smiled. "Since we started watching over you. Ash, It's time to go back. We love you Ashley an we will always be watching over you. I hugged their fading forms to me. "I love you guys too." When their images completely faded leavin me in the backyard, I felt a sharp pain in my chest once again.

I woke up in the surgical room. Watching over the doctors an nurses as they tried to save me. "She isn't responding to anything sir." A nurse in a blue uniform said to a male surgeon. He sighed. "How long have we been at it?" A nurse in a pink uniform looked at the clock on the wall before replying, "We've been trying to revive her her four minutes sir." His fac hardened. "One last time guys," the surgeon replied although I can tell he doubted that I'll make it, and so I watched the nurses and surgeons prepare everything again. I heard multiple, "Clears" and one, "All clear" before I felt searing pain in my chest. My heart moniter started beating again. They saved me. That was my last thought before darkness washed over me again.

I was laying in a be I presume. I could feel an IV in my hand and a bandage aroun my chest as well as one on my cheek. I couldn't muster up the strength to open my eyes no matter how hard I tried. I groaned in frustration, but even that didn't come out. What am I? A silent unmovable person now? This was really frustrating. I could feel a tear falling down my face as I remembered my meetings with my deseased family. It almost felt like a dream. I hear several people come into the room and gasp. I internally frown. I couldn't look that bad. Could I? I felt someone take a hold of my hand. Their skin was hot conpared to my cold skin. "Cant believe she's in a coma." I heard a familiar voice say before a few more people entered the room. I heard a female voice say sonething and a guy asking her to explain. It was starting to become a little harder to hear everything around me. I heard a group of male voices singing a song. Wait this song is familiar. It's "Moments"! I could still feel myself slipping away when I heard my family say, "Go, Ashley. Be with them. Will be here when you return." I started crying as the last image of all pf them together faded from my mind. The last few words of the song was sung, and thats when I felt a push in me.

AN:// will upload again soon:3 hope you guys liked it! What did you think? Sorry for grammar/spelling mistakes! So you all found out most of Ashley's horrible past but It will be explained further later on!

Yuki xx