My Biggest Mistake

You Said

You said you liked my poetry,
You said you loved my head,
Well do you "love" hers better?
Or do you like her breasts?

Fuck her if you want,
Fuck her if you please,
I shouldn't care at all,
I've washed my hands of these.

Another man won't help,
I must face you on my own,
You put the gun against my head,
That doesn't mean I'm alone.

I swore I want you gone,
I swore I want you dead,
But I let the darkness curl up
and get inside my head.

I wish you would go,
Would leave me alone,
But I sit on the tile,
You sit on your throne,

I lie in chains,
As you wave your hand,
I ruled this heart,
You rule this land.

I'll say I'm over it,
And maybe it's true,
I'll never know what I missed,
But neither will you.