Is the pain worst than living without him? (a prodigy story)

chapter 1

Janae's p.o.v

 I woke up so happy.thats different for me. I usually want the day to be over. but, since this is a new school where hopefully I dont get made fun of and bullied everyday. Hopefully I can have my first boyfriend.

I got dressed in http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=60045713 . and wore my hair wild like usual and pushed it back with a black headband. I went downstairs and saw my mom reading the news paper while drinking her coffee.

me:hey mom

i said, walikng over and opening the freezer to get a toaster strudel.

(A/N:J means janae and JM means janaes mom and JD for janaes dad)

JM:hey sweetie, are you happy for your first day of school?

J:Yea, kinda. im mostly nervous.

JM : why?

i put my toaster strudel in the toaster and sat across from her.

J: what if i be a loner like at my old school.

JM: sweety, that wont happen. your nice,beautiful, and sweet as ever. Your other school had girls who would hurt you just because they were jealous of you. Now, i've been to this school when i went to register you. I can tell you'll fit right in. I have a good feeling.

J: I hope you right mom.

I said getting up because toaster strudel popped up. after i was done putting the cream on, i went to sit but then the house phone started ringing. i looked at the caller i.d. it was my dad.

J:hey dad

JD:Hey chocalate drop!!how are you?hows the new house?have you seen your new school yet?

J: dad those are way too many questions! And please stop calling me chocalate drop.

(A/N: janaes dad call her chocalate drop because she has ALWAYS LOVED chocalate!!!and when she was younger she used to always spill or drop it on herself and mess up her clothes. so her dad has always called her chocalate drop)

JD:sorry im just very concerned in staying in my child's life and your nick name reminds me thats your my little girl.but how is everything going?

J:Pretty good so far. the house is real nice but i havent got to see the school yet

JD: ok. thats good.and have a good day at school and make alot of friends. make the rest of your sophmore year good!!

J:ok dad.I hope i can. Its hard to make friends in the middle of the year.

JD:you'll be ok. but ill talk to you later, i gotta get ready for work and you got to get to school. I love you.

J: I love you too dad.bye!!

I hung up and finished my strudel quickley.

JM:you ready to go, sweetie.

J: yeah

We left and we got to the school quick

JM: see ya later sweetie. and i might work overtime so you might have to walk home. do you have your keys?

J:yeah, see ya later mom

i said. i closed the car door and walked in the school. kids were still in the hallways. I looked at my schedule that my mom picked up when she registered me. I have math grade 11 first hour.Great!!my first class is gonna be with a bunch of juniors and im a sophmore. and plus, I dont know where my classes are at all!!!

i was into my schedule so much that i bumped into somebody and fell on my ass!!

???: im so sorry!!let me help you up.