You opened your eyes and you were in the infirmary....the infirmary???
Why???
The doctor talked to you, but you didn't hear a word of it. Soon enough you were walking with Supervisor Gokuu to his building.
Your eyes were dull and dead, you were dead quiet the whole time.
Why am I still alive? Why can't I just be dead?
Your thoughts were interrupted when Samon opened your new cell, cell 8.
"If you're feeling suicidal, let us know," He said before walking away.
"You're pathetic for trying to kill yourself," A small boy with greenish hair said to me.
"Why did you try to do it anyway?" A boy with black hair asked me.
"She could go kill herself for all I care,"
"What's your name?" An older boy with greyish hair asked me.
I didn't care enough to reply to any of them. I just walked over to the corner and sat down letting my thoughts consume me.
'You couldn't even do this one thing right'
'look at all the problems you've caused'
'such an idiot'
'you shouldn't be alive'
'did they take my exact-o knife?'
'most likely'
'what's going to happen to me know?'
'Therapy? a mental institution?'
'he hates you y/n'
'he never wanted to be with you'
'you're so worthless'
'you can't even make one person happy'
"You never loved her did you?"
"Not even in the slightest,"
'stupid whore'
'they're talking about you...'
"This is the most pathetic things I've seen," The greenish-haired boy scoffed
"I heard it was because of Uno," The older guy says.
"Uno is not a rude person though," the Black haired guy said.
"It's because she's pathetic and doesn't know how to handle her idiotic emotions," The greenish-haired boy said blankly.
That's it...I need to self-harm one way or another. I stood up and put my hands in my pocket....but then I felt it....my exact-o knife...and a note? I need to go to the bathroom to look at this. So I stood up and went to the bathroom.
"Should we stop her?" the black-haired guy asked.
"I could care less about what she does," The greenish-haired boy said blankly.
"It's just sad...." The older guy says.
I just proceeded to walk to the bathroom. Once I was in there I pulled out the note.
Dear, Y/N
I can't believe you decided to do that, so annoying. If you're really that hurt by me, we can just have sex and then you should be fine. other than that, I hate you and I wish you were dead. You made everything so much worse by living. By the way, I'm dating Jyugo.
-Worst regards (go to hell), Uno
Hot tears just streamed down your face.
You wasted no time cutting up your arm and cutting into your old cuts as well.
DAMN IT!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST DO ONE THING RIGHT!!! YOU ARE UNWORTHY OF LOVE AND UNWORTHY OF LIFE!!!!
You added 400 more cuts to both of your arms. You didn't bother to clean up and just walked out with blood dripping from your arms.
You felt dead, everything meant nothing, and nothing mattered anymore.
"This is the most pathetic thing I've seen," the greenish-haired bot scoffed.
"Should we do something??" The black-haired boy asked with confusion and shock.
"I-I don't know.." The older boy spoke.
"Don't you dare do anything about the matter," You spoke weakly.
"Would you look at that? It speaks," The greenish-haired guy said with little enthusiasm.
"You have no right to be dealing with my problems," You softly say.
"Like I'd want to be dealing with your idiotic problems," The greenish-haired guy said with a scoff.
"Upa you're not helping in the slightest," The older boy said to the boy now known as Upa.
"Qi, stop being a bumbling idiot," Upa scoffs at the man now known as Qi.
"Would you all just stop?" You asked annoyed.
"It seems to be educated too, how pleasant," Upa said sarcastically.
"Upa, I'm going to slap you if you don't shut up, there are worse matters right now," The black haired boy said to Upa.
"Liang is right Upa, we need to focus on Uno's girlfriend right now," Qi said.
I froze when I heard 'Uno's girlfriend'
'He doesn't care about me'
'I hate you and I wish you were dead'
'You made everything so much worse by living'
'He fucking hates me....'
'I can't do this anymore'
'What do I have to live for?'
'NOTHING, I HAVE NOTHING!'
'I'm going to be in this dumb ass prision for most of my life anyway......'
'Let's try this a second time and see if we can actually succeed this time you dumb whore'
I got up and walked to the bathroom, the boys didn't even see me, bakas'
(Baka = idiot)
I softly shut the door and searched my pockets. A chef's knife?...Uno...
'He really does want me dead...'
'Any last words?'
"Wheres Y/N?" I heard Qi ask.
'Well I don't have time for those'
"GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!" I yell before plunging the knife into my heart.
The last thing I heard was banging on the bathroom door.
I can finally be happy!
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A/N: Hey I hope you guys liked the finale of Depressed Express. I'm sorry if halfway through it starts to change, I was in two different mindsets while writing this. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it and let me know what you thought.Word Count: 935
Signing off, Author-chan ♡
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