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DIGNITY #2

Lucky

He wanted to laugh.. real hard. Seeing his face right now, made him laugh inside.
Hahahahahhahahahahah!
Is he insane? Did he really think that i would kiss him?

Yes, i remember that. He remembered everything that happened.. But i don't think, it's not right to tell him that that morning i woke-up months ago.

It's just an accident!
He was about to make a prank about his sexuality, he knew je wouldn't believe it.. but unfortunately., he lose his balance.. and the thing happened.

FUCK! WHY I AM EXPLAINING INTO MYSELF?!!

I am a discreet gay.. it was a secret, not totally. I admitted that years ago.
My bestfriend knew that and so his wife Sophia.. I am thankful to them becoz they accept me and understand me. They treated me as a family.

That all matters to me..

Let's go back to this guy.
He was still in shock..
He cannot hold his laugher, anymore.

'Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahah' he looked at me with his wild.. big eyes. And it's made him laugh more with his finger pointing his face.

'Seriously? Hahahahha! You looked funny, Marcuz!
Bwahahahahahahahaha!'

'Sorry! But i can't hold back.. you looked a child, busted his parents.'

He has no reaction. His face is now on serious mode..
He knew, Marcuz annoyed inside and he wanted to punch me straight to my handasome face.

'So you knew., you remembered.' Marcuz said, not confirming.

He just nod.

He shrugged his shoulder to him and continue what he's doin'.

Marcuz

It's ganna be a long night for him.

He don't know what to feel.. He thought, Lucky did not remember anything about what happened to them that night.

URGH!

All pf the sudden, he felt embarassed in front of him.
He knew it was nothing to him.. he' just shocked that.. he lied eventhough he asked him. He never expect that.

We known Lucky as a true., vocal., and always telling the truth.

He sighed.
He looked at him and ask.

'So, what now?''

'What do you mean by that?' Lucky asked back, confused.

'Well, you know.. hindi ka ba naiilang? I know it's an accident pero shempre' nakakailang.. pareho tayong lalaki.'

'Hahahahaha!
Yun ba iniisip mo?'

Kibit-balikat lang ang sinagot niya rito.
Ang totoo.. ngayon lang sya nakaramdam ng pagkailang dito, dahil sa nangyare.. hindi niya alam kung bakit.
Siguro, dahil akala niya wala itong alam kaya ganun..

'You wanna know my secret, Marcuz?' biglang tanong nito. Kuno't-noong napamaang siya dito.

'I'm a discreet gay.. 'bisexual', actually.'

Walang kurap-kurap siyang napatanga sa lalaki..
Parang nag e-echo sa pandinig niya ang mga sinabi nito.

I'm a discreet gay..

I'm a discreet gay..

I'm a discreet gay..

'Shit! Is that for real!?' gulat na bulalas niya ng ma-digest na nga sistema niya ang mga pinagsasasabi nito.

Marahan itong tumango.

'Wow! Just.. Wow!' hindi siya makapaniwalang usal habang nakatitig parin dito. 'H-hindi halata sayo.. grabeee! Lalaking-lalaki ka sa paningin ko.. Oo, naseseksihan ako sayo---' kusa syang natigilan sa pagsasalita. Fuck!!!! Nasabi nya ba talaga yun?!

'Naseseksihan ka pala sakin..' may pilyong ngiti sa mga labing usal nito.

Fuck!

'A-ahmm.. a-ano, ahh.. w-well hindi naman--ehem! maipagkakailang s-sexy kah..' utal niyang sabi., hindi makatingin ng deretso rito. 'Lahat naman t-tayong magkakaibigan ay sexy, in our own way..' dugtong niya pa.

'Hmm.. akala ko naman--- Nevermind.'

Napatingin siya bigla.
Napaisip.. Anong ibig n'yang sabihin?

'Don't mind what i've said.. forget it.'

'Hmm.. o-okay!' naguguluhan man ngunit sumang-ayon nalang siya.. baka mamaya kung ano pa ang lumabas sa bibig ng lalaki.

Lumipas ang oras, marami nadin silang napag kwentuhan.
Kung ano-ano..
Bussiness., daily habit., hobby.

Napagtanto niya, marami siyang pagkakapareho ni Lucky.. pero mas lamang ang pagkakaiba nila.
Tulad nalang ng; mang-aasar siya, pikon ako., magaling sya magluto pero hindi marunong maglinis., sya.. malinis sya sa bahay, ayaw nya naman sa pagluluto.
Nakakatawa nalang siya
But there is one thing he wanted to know..

'May i ask you about personal matter?'

'What about 'my' personal matter?'

'Ahh.. Did you ever had a chance or had a relationship with a man?' He looked straight into his eyes, waiting for his answer.
He don't know why he asked that, but.. there's a strong urge pushed him to asked that.. to know that..

'Yes.'

Yes.
Yes.
Yes.

His answer echoed repeatedly.. and he felt a sting in his chest.
Why is that? tanong niya ng isip nya.

'Why you asked? Curious?'

'Y-yeah.. ahh, did you a-already done the 'thing'? Y-you know..'

'Hmm.. what 'thing'? Sex?'

'I-if you aren't feel comfortable.. you don't have to answer.'

Dont fooled yourself, Marcuz! You are the one who's not comfortable here.. look at him, he looked calm and okay with the topic 'you' started.

CUT!!!
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