I Love You

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(This isnt blind love... This is a different story)

"Sorry Cian.I'm not ready to fall inlove again."

"Please Andrea give us a chance.Please. I love you." Nagmakaawa na ako pero sya parin, isang duwag. Ayaw sumugal.

Tumayo ako sa pagkakaluhod at pinahidan ang luha ko. Oo kasi masakit eh. Minsan kailangan mo na talagang ilabas kahit magmukha kang bakla o tanga. Real men face their fears. Psh.

I don't want to face it, because that just means that she'll leave and i'll be left again.

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"Miguel please hear me out baby, I love you more than anyone else in the world. Wala lang yun. It was just a fling." Pakiusap nya sakin.

I saw it with my two eyes, she was kissing, no making out with a freakin' man and they almost made it passed freakin second base!

Damn we never even made it pass first-second(ish) base!

"No MaryAnn, alam mo na ang laki ng respekto ko sayo at sa mga magulang mo, I respect you thats why all we do is hug and kiss but never passed that tapos makikita kita na halos maghubadan na kayo ng tarantadong lalaki na yun?! Now tell me kung mahal mo ako pano mo makakaya na mahalikan ang lalaki na kakakilala mo lang sa estupidong bar na yon?!"

"We were just making out for god sake!"

"Making out?!Making out?!! You were both half naked!At alam mo na hindi ako nagbabar pumunta lang ako kasi may nag send sa akin na lasing ka na daw! Tapos yun pala madadatnan ko?" Tinignan ko syang mabuti, it doesn't even look like she's drunk nor smell like it.

"See?!? Lasing ako damn it Miguel! Trust me I love you at ikaw lang!"

"I would believe you but MaryAnn, four times!! FOUR FREAKIN' ASS TIMES I CAUGHT YOU WITH THE EXACT SITUATION!!" Im just so tired. I love her so much but everytime I see her with another guy, jealousy is the first thing I feel, then i'll feel angry, then we'll fight, she'll keep saying sorry and after a while i'll feel guilty. Then we make up.

I am hurt right now, but I usually get over it because I dont want her to leave me. I never loved the feeling if emptiness and loneliness.

"Please." She started crying and thats my weakness. Once her beautiful eyes starts to drop twinkling water, my heart melts, its over. I lose.

I went close to her, opened my arms and gave her a smile. I caress her hair while I hear her sobs.

"I love you always remember that babe." Hay. Love is life.

"I love you always my Miguel."

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"Andrea? Pwede ba tayong magusap?" I heard him say from the other side of the door.

"Andrea?" Katok nya ulit.

"Okay!! I'll get ready lang."
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"So what are we going to talk about?" I approached him.

He grabbed my hand and said," Uhhh gusto mo tambay muna tayo sa park?Date?"

"Yay! I'd love to hang out 'date' with you!!" I was excited. I love the park. Especially the food. Oh gosh! Im craving for betamax, kwek kwek and sisig!!

We grabbed some food then sat on the bench.

"So anong paguusapan natin? You usually dont initiate dates" He looks nervous and down.

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