my life with 4 boys.

Chapter 38

(This chapter will be really long and sad so if you don't like reading stuff like this just ignore it xoxo)

broken.

that's what I was.

I had no meaning in the world anymore

tbh.

I just wanted things to end for me.

be with my mom again.

no, I never thought of being depressed.

and I never thought of me killing myself.

but the Thought of me being here, is something that I cringe at.

I loved my life. I loved everything about it. but ever since I moved here bad things have happened to me.

cameron left about 15 minutes ago telling me "things will be alright" And "your with it. I love you"

bull shit.

I went into my bathroom cabinet and saw there were sleeping pills in the cabinet and was trying to open the cap but it wouldn't open. Tears streaming down my face, makeup all over my face.

NASH POV

All of us were sitting down talking about Chloe and telling hayes that he was wrong.

"why did you do that to chloe hayes?" Olivia said.

" I don't know! I know I'm wrong." hayes said.

I wanted to go check on Chloe and see if she was okay.

I went up to her room and she wasn't there.

"chloe??"

I went into the bathroom to see chloe trying to open a bottle of pills.

"IT WONT OPEN NASH!" she said screaming.

I ran up to her and tried pulling the pills away. they spilled everywhere.

"look what you did nash!!" she said busting into tears.

I started crying myself. Seeing her like this, if it wasn't for me, she would have died.

I picked her up and out her on her bed. rubbing her back, and hugging her.

I called 911 and after 5 seconds I did everyone came upstairs.