Would You Lie With Me? | Grey's Anatomy

(10) I won't give up

The next days, Zoey tries to only take drugs for the feeling. Only when she is with Kevin. She no longer takes a pill when she wakes up. So every morning she feels bad and can't handle that feeling, so around lunch she takes a pill in the toilet. She feels weak, but she just can't life without.. one afternoon she lays down on her bed, listing to music, when Amelia entrance her room.
'Hey, I want to talk to you'
'sure' she stops the music. 'what's wrong?'
'well, you seem sick every morning. like, throwing over, shaking, sweating.. and in the afternoon it's over.'
'yeah, i don't know, but it's good that it is gone later, isn't it?'
'well..'
'what is it, Amy?'
'you have a relationship now..'
'yeah! I love Kevin!' She don't know what this conversation is about.
'okay, dont blame me, and don't be scared to tell, but is there any chance you could be pregnant?'
'what? No..! No..! I mean we have not done IT yet.. so; no. Not any chance.'
There is a short quite.
'then is there one other option.' Amelia stands up and walks to her closet. She looks between her shirts and pants.
'Amelia, what are you doing?' no answer. 'Amelia..?' then Amy starts to watch between her underwear. 'Amy! No!' she jumps to Amelia and snatches her away. Amelia answers by sitting on her bed.
'Amy, what are you looking for?' Zoey asks scared. Amy don't answers and sit quietly on Zoey's bed. They just don't talk for a few minutes. Zoey is desperate and starts crying.
'Amy, please talk'
She still shuts her mouth. Shaking, but now from being so scared, she starts to admit.
'Okay, Amy, I AM really in trouble..' she walks to her underwear and grabs the drugs out of her socks. It are just 6 bags with MDMA. 2 bags with pills and 4 with powder for in drinks. She shows it.
'I am so sorry' Amy seems a little emotionless.
'where did you get that?'
'I.. I cannot tell you..'
'For how long do you use it?'
'for like a month or two?'
'and every morning you try to stop doing drugs, but you can't handle the symptoms and you relapse? Like that?'
'yeah..' cries Zoey
'I've used drugs for a long time. I was an addict. Even more then you are. I mean, you are quite a beginner in drugs..'
'how did you detox?'
'believe in yourself, go to meetings and get support.'
'are you mad at me? Cause I am mad at myself. Since I took the first pill.'
'I'm not mad, not disappointed. Just suprised. And I am going to help you.'
She raised her hand and, the still crying, Zoey sits besides her.
'I am so sorry.'
'sssst' Amy comforts her.
'are you high now?'
'not high, but I took a pill this morning early. I feel it doesn't work really anymore.'
'good, give that pills.' Zoey gives her doubing the pills.
'how much do you take normally?'
'1 pill before breakfast and in the night some powder and sometimes also a pill with Ke.. with myself, while reading or watching a show.'
'Kevin, good.'
'Noo, No please no he is not related to this..'
'Okay, our plan' Amy takes a paper and a pencil and makes a schedule:

Week one and two:
Morning: 1/2 pill
Evening: a very little bit of powder
Week three and four:
Morning: 1/4 pill
Week five:
Every other day: 1/4 IF needed
Week six:
Throw away the pills, Your clean.

'Do I get one month to get clean?? That's ridiculous!'
'You are around doctors so you can do it. Seriously, I believe in you.'
Zoey hugs Amy.
'I'm scared and sad and down..'
'Let's take drugs.' Amy says
'what?'
'chocolate! It works really good!'

Later that evening she texted Kevin:
I am sorry. I break up with you. I can't see you and your drugs anymore. I am so sorry..

When she sented the message she blocks him