Keep Wishing Baby

F*ck off beetch, please?

I sadly looked at myself in front of the mirror with my blouse lifted up. I am talking to my fats and dealing with them, telling that they should just leave my gorgeous body.

My birthday is near and I really want Jungkook in it. I pouted and checked my beautiful face. Why?? Do you think that I'm ugly??

I admit that I'm chubby but hey! I am not f*cking ugly. I'm prettier than your mother. And as everyone says, every living thing that's created by God are beautiful.

I have to thank myself for breathing.

"Gr this is the reason why he hates me." I poked my belly.

My belly isn't that big. It's actually cute. My waist line is 36 inches. And that is not f*cking fat. I may be fat but I am beautiful and flawless.

"Y/n?"

"Yes Mom?" I answered immediately.

"We're leaving. Your Dad and I will settle everything regarding your 18th birthday. Take care honey, of the house."

"Sure Ma!" I shouted even if I am not sure if they heard me.

×××

"Jungkook Oppa!" I shouted as loud as I can.

I breathe hard as I pause. I ran a whole two kilometers corridor just so I could keep up with him. (okay, that's not real. pure exaggeration)

"Again? How many f*cking times do I have to f*cking tell you. Not to call me Oppa? You're so f*cking disgusting." I gulped hearing his curses.

He wanted me off that bad? Can we just f*ck? Because Oppa I don't really mind.

Y/n! What are you thinking?!

"I-I just wa-want-" I'm cut off.

"You're so irritating Y/n the piggy. Can you stop bothering me? Please?" He looked around, checking if there's people around us.

Why is he even panicked about-

"But Jungkook I just wanted to tell you how-"

"How you f*cking love me and how you're f*cking obsessed with my gorgeous ass?" He let out a laugh.

"I already know Y/n." He continued.

"N-No It's no-not about that Jung-"

"If it's about your f*cking birthday Y/n the piggy, please don't you ever mention it to me. Ever again. Because I will puke my whole gut if I could be just set foot to your ugly house." He rolled his eyes.

"Bet your house looks as ugly as you, Y/n the piggy." He continued again. I looked down and bit my lips.

"Don't show me that face again Y/n. I am not bullying you because that's bullyshitting! I never looked at you, you're the one who kept on coming to me. Don't act like a weak girl who's bullied my me." He chuckled humorously.

"Have you seen the girls I'm seeing? The girls that I am with? The pretty Noonas that I want? You are not like them. You are ugly, fat, please stop wasting your time and mine." He turned his body and walked again.

I wetted my lips and smiled. My hands that were shaking is no longer noticed. I'm sweating again.

I just stood there with my head bow down. I let out a huge sigh and made my way to the girl's comfort room. How will I be noticed when I am this ugly?

I looked at myself through the mirror. Imagining myself if I am skinny. What if I have that sexy body he wanted? Will he want me?

Will he notice me? Isn't it a nice idea if I could be skinny? But I love foods, no one can resist. Well if I could eat Yoongi since he's sweet I could resist. But, I can't!

He'll be hella mad. I---

"Look who's here." I stood straight when I heard a voice.

"Isn't this Y/n the piggy?" Eunhee laughed while looking at me and then back at her friends.

What is her problem? Isn't she with Jungkook last time? Now what the hell is her problem?

I was about to leave when I felt her hand on my wrist. How dare she lay a finger on a f*cking Min? The Min Clan is very well-known and I bet she knew that.

"You have no rights to touch me, Eunhee." I said clamly and tried removing my wrist from her grip.

Why won't she move? She wants to be punished?!

"Who are you Y/n?" She said mockingly by whisper making me shoot a glare at her.

"Glare whatever you want, I hate you Y/n." She said and gripped harder.

Well does she think it f*cking hurts me? Well it's not. My fats aren't there for nothing hoe.

"Hate whatever you want, like I care about your presence Eunhee." I smirked and successfully removed her filthy hands off my wrist.

"Whatever you say, walking balloon. Jungkook Oppa will never notice a girl like you because you're a parasite and parasites deserves to die." She said making her friend laugh at her statement.

"When I die, I will make sure that my last words were to kill you so my family won't stop searching for you until they kill you too." I finally went out after saying that.

I swore to myself that I won't let anyone hurt me or bother me. It's not just because The Min Clan is strong but I want to be strong for myself too.

I also swore that I will not stop fighting for Jungkook Oppas heart. Let's start with his stomach.

How about that?