Pain

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I am in pain and he put me here He is the only person who i supposed to love more than anything

I can't imagen my life without him But he started ignoring me

I am not fond to express my feelings but i can't endure it The pain is like hell

After our last meeting i am in my room i didn't go anywhere i don't want to go anywhere I don't want to eat anything Tears falling from my eyes constantly
I tried to talk to him but he don't want to see me anymore

I feel like my life is empty and useless and i am burden on the earth

I can't loose him easily Why i pushed him why i didn't let him to do what he wanted to do I was lying on the bed and was watching Forth's pic with teary eyes

I heard mobile ring for fifth time but i didn't want to talk to anyone

Mobile was still showing notifications I picked my phone with unwilling heart

Pring was calling and messaging me I opened her messages and read it

""Today night is party for new medical students and seniors of engineering faculty also will join the party"" Pring Message

I read the message and got up

Forth is also our Senior from engineering faculty

I have to go to the party I looked at watch and got up with a jerk

Its 1o Pm already

Oh shittt I cursed myself for not attending pring call at morning

I run towards closet and started wearing new dress

I spend just five minutes for changing dress and preparing myself for party and rush toward my car

I was praying that please god forth is there too

When i reached at party my eyes started searching him

Pring came and looked at me surprisingly She started asking many questions and i was giving her answers with unwilling heart

We were talking when i saw forth

He was sitting with pha lam park kit and ming

He was smiling and talking to his friends He was looking charming

My heart skipped beat

I was talking to pring but my eyes were on him

After sometime he also noticed me and started coming toward us

One cute smile appeared on my face

I don't know why whenever i saw him i forget my all pain

He came and stand near to us and started talking to a girl who was standing next to us

"May i kiss you princess " forth said to girl

Girl seemed to his fan girl she immediately allowed him and he started kissing her

i felt like i can't breathe  and i am dying i tried to control my tears but tears started falling from my eyes

I felt like my legs are lifeless i fell to the ground Pring got scared and started asking for help my eyes were on forth who showed me a devil smile and sat near to me and gave me hand

"Let me help him" forth said to pring

Pring stood up

"It was just a peck and look at you you are dying what if i do more than that " he whispered in my ear

I was looking him silently with teary eyes

He helped me to sit on the chair and asked pring to bring water

"Look at your face " he laughed

"Please forgive me ..........please don't ignore me............ just give me one chance ..........i will be your good boy .........i will obey you ..........just one chance please........ i can't live without you "I started pleading i was sobbing

"Hey breathe and talk slowly i am not running anywhere"forth laughed and said teasingly

I tried to relax myself but i am very weak to control my emotions when it comes to forth

"I am ready for what you want to do to me but please don't ignore me " i said with teary eyes

"Are you sure" he said with devil smile

"Yes i am " i said immediately

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