I am In Love with a Devil ( Forth&Beam) {Completed}✔

Broken

Forth slowly opened his eyes and looked around

He was lying on a bed in a very luxurious room

"Where am I?"Forth thought and tried to get up

"Lie down, you are not well" Forth heard a voice and he turned and looked to the left where the voice was coming from

There was a beautiful woman standing there who was pouring water from a jug into a glass

"Take this medicine " The woman sat down next to forth and passed the glass of water and tablets to forth

"Who are you?" forth asked curiously, the woman was looking familiar but forth could not remember where he had seen her.

"I am Mrs Tanapol Jarujittranon...." The woman answered with a soft smile

"Oh.... ........ You............ I...... " forth was surprised to hear her name, he did not understand what to say

Forth remembered that he had seen the woman in an interview a long time ago, she was beam's mother

She was a very beautiful woman and in appearance she looked only three years older than beam

If forth hadn't known her before, he would never have believed that she had an 18-year-old son

"What I have done with her only son, She must have hated me as much as everyone else" forth thought and looked at her

"I....I am.... sorry..." forth mumbled in very slow voice

"Its ok..." Mrs Tanapol Jarujittranon said in soft voice

Forth looked at her in surprise, he couldn't believe his ears, he was expecting a hateful reaction from her

"I know what you are thinking .......... you are wondering why there is no hatred in my voice?" Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon said in gentle voice and took a deep breath and fell silent,it seemed as she got lost in a deep thought

Forth nodded and kept watching him silently ,forth had thousands of questions in his mind but he did not dare to ask any question

"Beam is not only mine but also the only son of these two big royal families.....,So think how precious he will be to us??" Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon said after a while breaking the deep silence

"Everyone in this family is tormented by his little pain, so think what would have happened to all of us when we saw him in that condition that day (suicide day)"

"You can't even estimate the severity of the pain and suffering we've all been through"She was speaking in slow and painful voice

"At that time I thought that whenever you come in front of me, I would hurt you so much that you would consider death a blessing and wish to die" she said in slow voice without looking at forth

'But how strange it is that you are in front of me at the moment and I am giving you medicine and taking care of your health" Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon looked at forth with slight smile full of pain

Forth looked down in embarrassment, he had nothing to speak about

"Beam promised himself that he would avenge every pain and disgrace from you, he would ruin you and would never forgive you"

"He says he hates you Very Much" a sarcastic smile appeared on her face

"But how weak is he that yesterday he saw you in a little trouble and he was ready to cut his throat"

"He forgot that he hates you very much"a weak smile appeared on mrs tanapol Jarujittranon's face

"He forgot us too, he forgot that the happiness of two families is connected with his life"

"He forgot the love of us all and he forgot his promise to all of us that he would never commit suicide again and would never leave us all" she quickly wiped away his tears before tears fell from his eyes"

"He could not see anything at that time because at that time the matter was his forth's "

"When it comes to you, he forgets everything, everything becomes meaningless for him"

"You are more valuable to him than his own life and his family" Tear came out of her eye and fell into her lap

"Beam is struggling between love and hatred"mrs tanapol Jarujittranon wiped her eyes

"The hatred inside him is not allowing him to love you and the immense love inside him is not allowing him to live without you"she was constantly wiping her eyes but tears were not seem to stop

"He is in a lot of pain ............ He has already suffered a great punishment for loving you ............ Please Don't punish him for loving you anymore" Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon said in broken voice and nonstop tears started falling down from her eyes

"He is completely broken from inside, he has endured more pain than he can bear"

"Please .....hic..... don't punish him more for the mistake of .....hic......loving you..." Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon joint her both hands and started crying with sobs

"Maam please forgive me ............. I am a very bad person.. ...................... I know i am not worthy of forgiveness but please for God's sake forgive me ........................... I can do anything for forgiveness........" forth also joint his both hands

"I want to give myself a most ruthless punishment ever but I don't know what to do because no punishment is enough for me..."tears were falling down from forth's eyes

"I want to fix everything but I don't know what to do"

"I want to make him happy ....... I can do anything to make him happy like before......."

"He wants revenge on me?"

"He wants to see me in pain, doesn't he?"

"If it makes him happy, I'm willing to give myself the same painful death he chose for himself."

"I will take pills and jump out of the building so my beam's revenge will be fulfilled and he will be happy" forth said and quickly got up from the bed and was about to go out but Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon grabbed his wrist, There was a strong determination in forth's eyes

"Do you think beam would be happy to see that?" Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon asked in slow voice

Forth looked into her eyes and nodded

"If he had to kill you, would he beg his grandfather for your life?" Mrs tanapol said

Forth got silent and looked at her with teary regretful eyes,he had nothing to say

She kept looking at forth for some time who was sitting in front of her with regretful eyes full of pain and tears

"I can't see my son in such pain, I don't know if I'm doing right or wrong, I don't know if my family will like it or not but I'm begging you for your help.......... Will you do me a favour....will you help me? Mrs tanapol Jarujittranon looked into forth eyes and said in broken teary voice

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