I am In Love with a Devil ( Forth&Beam) {Completed}✔

Pain is love or love is Pain?

Forth was standing behind a counter, looking at beam with no expression on his face.

No matter how strong he pretended to be,but his heart was bursting in pain.

Forth's left hand was shaking lightly, Mrs tanapol approached him and grabbed his shaking hand firmly

She knew about forth's past medical condition and illness depression,and being a doctor, she knew why forth's left hand was shaking like that

"Calm down forth" Mrs tanapol tightened her grip on forth's palm

"You go and rest.i think you are not feeling well" Mrs tanapol said in worried voice

"I am perfectly fine" forth looked at her

"Don't force yourself. You also know that you were a patient of  last stage of depression. Please don't challenge your physical and mental limts" Mrs tanapol looked at forth's hand which she was holding tightly but even so,his hand was still shaking as if was on vibration

"I should give drinks to the guests" forth pulled his hand back and took drinks plate, moved towards the guests but after taking two steps he stopped and looked back at Mrs tanapol "Don't worry I am fine and thanks for your concern" forth forced smile and headed towards guests

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As the wedding time was approaching, beam's heartbeat and breathing were getting faster

Even sitting in such a cold air conditioning hall, sweat was coming from his forehead and the palms of his hands.

He wiped the sweat from his palms several times with a handkerchief

Beam was chewing his lower lip with his teeth and rubbing his hands

It was beam's childhood habit to rub his hands in fear and anxiety and chew his lips

He was feeling safocation. He felt as if the oxygen level in the room was slowly decreasing or he was locked in a box with no place to breathe.

Beam unbuttoned the first three buttons of his shirt to reduce the feeling of suffocation

Beam's mind was frozen, No good or bad thoughts were coming to his mind. It was as if his mind were paralyzed and unable to think or understand anything

He just felt like his heart was sinking

He was standing in such condition when he felt metalic taste of blood in his mouth

He was chewing his lower lip so hard in panic that his lower lip was cut off.

Beam quickly wiped his lower lip with a handkerchief and took a deep breath to calm himself.

Mr Jarujittranon stood on the stage and addressed the guests

All the guests were looking at the stage and listening to Mr Jarujittranon with a smile on their faces and sometimes applause ,beam did not hear a word

 

Some time later, Mr Jarujittranon handed the mic to priest

Priest asked the groom to come on stage

All the guests applauded and looked at beam

Beam was lost in his world, unaware that someone was calling him