Why Me? (Z.M) [ON HOLD]

Secrets Revelead Part 2

We sat down both bringing out food because we all know how disgusting the school lunches are. I look up at him as he winces taking a bite of his sandwich. I feel sorry for him, because now I see why he might've bullied me. Because he had things going on at home and no one to talk about it and deal with the situation.

"Zayn.... look, I know you probably don't want to tell me.... but where did that bruise come from?" My eyes flashing with worry and concern for him.

"Umm, I don't know if I want to tell yo-"

I cut him off" Well you see I also have things that no one knows about and I feel that maybe what we have both experienced may possibly be similar...." He sighs thinking deeply about the decision that he was about to make.

"Ok, fine I'll tell you, as long as you promise not to tell anyone!" I nod at him, not really trusting my own voice in the moment.

He lets out a loud breathe , " It's from my Father. He abuses me because I'm.... I...I'm bisexual" He looks away his voice breaking and I see tears in his eyes. I hug him and I feel tears coming out of my eyes too. I hear soft sobs coming from his mouth as his tears soak my shirt. 

"It's ok, shhh don't worry I'm here now" Trying to calm him down.

"Nothing's ok, no one knows my pain-"

I shrug him off my shoulder and look him sternly in the eye. "Zayn you may think that you are the only on going through this pain, but trust me you are not. Last year my step-dad tried to rape me, but my Mum being the angel she is walked in just as he was entering me. I NEARLY LOST MY VIRGINITY TO MY FUCKING STEP-DAD, HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I FEEL? Two years ago my dad used to beat me, then my Mum divorced him. He moved to a different country. My Mum and Dad are back together, but he went to rehab and is still there for like maybe a month just so they can double check that he is completely ok. He has changed for the better and I see it every time I visit him in rehab. But don't you EVER think that you are the ONLY ONE that has shit going on at home." I let out a much needed breathe. Zayn looks at me with guilt and sympathy in his eyes. Realising that him bullying me all those years permanently left a scar because he wan't the only one who caused me pain and stress.

My eyes went wide, I had just told Zayn my deepest and darkest secret, but I don't regret it and that fact is scaring me. All of a sudden I feel a pair of strong arms wrap around me. I look up and see how close his face and my face are. I take a shallow breathe and let me eyes quickly glance at his lips while I see him doing the same. He leans down and captures my lips causing me to gasp. He takes that chance to gently shove his tounge in my mouth I moan quietly at the contact. We kiss and pull away when we're out of breathe. I look down and blush deeply. "Rachel... ummm I-" 

"Don't worry, I kind of liked it, but it's too soon. I'm sorry." I look in his eyes. He nods understanding me. We hear the bell go off and head off to class. I really hope that things wont be awkward between him and I now.

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