Sanem POV
I woke up feeling very tired. Remembering the incidents of last night I smiled at myself. But yet there was a nudging feeling in my head that I have forgotten something. Ah yes we were arguing yesterday, not actually arguing but I did have a point about us getting too monotonous. OK maybe I did kinda exaggerated about the divorce. Getting up from the bed, I chose my clothes for the day and get into the bathroom to freshen up. Coming out I go to the bedside table, I open it only to realize that its locked. Maybe Yildiz locked it.
Good morning beautiful; Can voice makes me turn around
Good morning! I thought you have already left for work; I say
Today I took a day off. Breakfast is ready. I made all your favorites; He said coming to me kissing my lips
Can! I squealed as he tickled his beard on my neck
Come let's eat; Can intertwined his fingers in mine
Wait; I say going to open our cupboard.
Wrapping his arms around my waist, he asks; what are you doing bebek?
Taking the pill; I say taking out the medicine strip from my inner garments drawer.
I thought you keep them in the bedside drawer? Can's face looked bewildered
Yea its there too but I keep some here too, just in case Yildiz locks the draw taking the keys. And look she has done it, she did it last year too; I tell him pointing at the bedside drawer. Can grip on my waist tightened. Suddenly turning me and kissing me crazy. Getting his body on to me.
Can! I moan trying to get out of his grip.
I love you; he says peppering kisses on my neck going towards my chest.
Canim! I don't mind but I'm really exhausted, honey; I say as he is strolling me towards our bed.
Can POV
Hell! Sanem kept another set of pills in the cupboard. Had I known I would have hid that too. Kissing her I plan to make love again to keep her busy from taking the pill. But here she tells me she is exhausted. I can't blame her, neither me nor the kids give her any time to rest. Should I continue or no? Falling with her onto the bed, I decide to respect her, so I just pull her into a hug kissing her forehead.
Don't take the pill! Let's have another baby; I say and she puts her head up to look at me in surprise
Can! Are you joking? Our hands are already full with 3! Sanem says
Exactly Sanem adding one more will not bring a huge difference; I pester
Can, it does make a difference. I have no energy remaining to go through another pregnancy; Sanem tells me.
But Sanem I want one more! I in a way demand
Can, the way you are asking me "I want one more", do you think carrying & popping a baby is like going to a shop and asking for another lollypop!? Sanem was a little pissed.
No but maybe it will add a change into our life and you won't find it too monotonous! I say regretting it immediately seeing the reaction on Sanem's face.
Sanem POV
Did Can just say that?!?! Is he trying to get me pregnant to get a change into our life, so I don't find it monotonous!!!
I can't believe you said that, Can; I forcibly get out of his grip.
Sanem I didn't mean that! I was trying to say maybe like I find every thing OK between us, you have become too bored so the baby will keep busy; Can says leaving me shocked