Love or Fixed

Chapter 8

2 and a half weeks afterward

As days went by i started to miss him more and more. I wondered why i felt this way. I had never missed someone so much in my life. It was hard sharing a house with someone that meant so much to you, and now he was a complete stranger. I saw him every day coming home from work. He was usually home before me. I made him coffee every day when he came home from work., but he wouldn't even look up at me. I knew he really tried to get his feelings for me to go away, but i didn't wanna hurt him. It was hard for me to see him like this. 

I look outside the window. It was completely silent, and everything was dark. Besides the moonlight coming through my window. I looked at the moon. It was a beautiful view. It was a full moon. There was something about the moon that made me smile looking at it. I decided to go downstairs because i couldn't sleep.

I walked down slowly so i wouldn't wake anyone up. I went into the kitchen and looked in the fridge. I decided to take some ice cream. Because; Why not?. 

I took the ice cream and a spoon and started to eat. I jumped up beside the hob, and held my ice cream on my lap, and started to eat from it. 

Suddenly i hear a familiar voice. 

"Sleep eating?" 

I look up and see Karan leaning against the doorway. He wasn't wearing a T-shirt which made it harder to not look at him. 

"Something like that...." i say and chuckle. 

He smiles and looks down. He starts to walk closer to me. It was nice seeing him smile. I had missed his smile. 

"Can we at least share?" he asks and smiles at me. 

"I don't know. It's pretty good," i say and chuckle. 

"Okay come on, before you get brain freeze!" he says and reaches for the ice cream. 

I take my hand away. He reaches for it. He starts to tickle me, so my hand automatically comes down. Our faces were really close to each other. I could feel him breathing on my face. I move closer to his lips. He takes his hand on mine. I was still holding the ice cream. I slowly bring the ice cream all the way down and let go of it. 

I take my hands around his neck and pull him closer. We both close our eyes.

"I miss you," I whisper.

"I...I miss you too" he whisper. It tickles in my stomach as he said it. I couldn't stop smiling. 

I leaned more into him until i could feel his lips on mine. None of us were doing anything. His lips brushed mine. Our lips were just touching. I felt like bursting into happiness. I couldn't stop smiling. He felt the same way as me.... 

He slowly backs away. 

"I can't..." he says while backing away. 

"I'm sorry," i say jumping off.

"It's not you. It's me. I'm sorry....i need to get some sleep" he says, and walks past me. 

"Okay..." i say. 

I smiled to myself as he walked out. 

As he walked out Mrs. Anthony came in. 

"You couldn't sleep either?" she asks me as she comes closer. 

"No, not really," i say. 

"You know some people say that you can't sleep when you have a lot of things on your mind," she says walking closer to me.

"Huh?" 

"I'm sorry. I couldn't stop listing to you and Karan" she says. 

I chuckle.