narcissus's echo

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i do, but i don't

i will, but i won't

i can, but i can't

i would, but i wouldn't

i do love him, but i don't want to

i will love him, but i won't want to

i can love him, but i can't want to

i would love him, but i wouldn't want to

i do love him, but i don't want to tell him

i will love him, but i won't want to tell him

i can love him, but i can't want to tell him

i would love him, but i wouldn't want to tell him.

i do love him, but i don't want to lose him

i will love him, but i won't confess it to myself

i can love him-no, i can't, i really can't

i would love him, but he wouldn't love me

he does, but he doesn't

he will, but he won't

he can, but he can't

he would, but he wouldn't

he does love me, but he doesn't love me

he will love me, but he wouldn't love me

he can love me, but he can't love me

he would love me, but he wouldn't love me

he does love me, but he doesn't love me (not in that way, never in that way)

he will love me (in my dreams), but he wouldn't love me (not in the way i want him to)

he can love me, but he can't love me (he is incapable of love)

he would love me (if he could), but he wouldn't love me (he could only love himself)

i want, but i don't

i want, but i won't

i want, but i can't

i want, but i wouldn't

he wants (but not what i want to give him)

he wants (but not from me)

he wants (but i am not allowed to want him)

he wants (but i cannot want if he cannot love me)

when they scold me and tell me i shouldn't

i will merely smile

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for elisa

r.i.p. the love club, love live screenwalks, j is hella, and ily

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