you give her everything, but she doesn't want it from you
you, the stable, the steady, the boring, the lame, the disappointment
she, the beautiful, the charming, the flawless, the desirable, the enchanting
you know she cheats
you always knew she would.
you see the Marks on her Neck.
the Marks on Places she'd never let you touch her
you see the pretty little Blush that floods her Cheeks the night after.
the Blush you could never inspire
you see the Tears that stain her pillow on that Night
the gorgeous Tears she would never waste on a useless lump (you).
she could love you, the back of your mind whispers
she could learn to love you, the back of your mind says
you'll never know if you don't try, the back of your mind screams
you know you've lost her forever when she lets you touch her that Night, her Body weak with sorrow.
how can you lose something that you never had?
people say you deserve better (you laugh bitterly, there's no such thing as better than her)
