~Alicia'a P.O.V.~
He really loves her. I've never seen someone react this way about anyone mistreating Tori like Niall has. It's really sweet.
I wish I had someone like that. Not just someone but Zayn. But he has a girlfriend that girl from Little Mix. He's always talking about her in interviews and stuff.
But he hasn't said her name once since we've been in this room. Whatever, at least my friends will be happy. Tori with Niall and Blair with Harry. And I'll just be forever alone girl.
I have to leave I can't stay in this room knowing that Zayn loves someone else
As I was leaving Blair called after me. "Alicia are you ok?" I just shook my head no. I couldn't answer. This was crazy I mean an hour ago this beautiful man didn't even know that I existed and now I'm all depressed over him having a girlfriend.
"What's wrong?" Blair asked. "Nothing I just need some air" I answered back. "Do you need me to come with you?" She asked. "No, I'm fine really go back with Harry. He really likes you." I said. "Yea but no boy is more important than my friends." She said. "I'm fine go back" I said , well sort of demanded.
"Ok but call me if you need anything." She said. "Be back in ten minutes" she added.
And with that I left the room with the boy who might've broken my heart within an hour.
~Zayn's P.O.V.~
She was sad and like really sad but while she was sad she was still beautiful. How could that be possible.
"She's just going to get some air." Blair said. "Go with her" she added in a whisper to me. I nodded.
I got up an was on my way to the door when Liam asked "now where do you think your going mate?" "He's going to the bathroom" Blair said. "Probably to fix his hair" she added. And with that I silently thanked Blair.
It wasn't that hard to find her. She was in the bathroom with the window open listening to the screaming fans.
"What are you doing love?' I asked and I guess she didn't know I was here because she jumped a little. "Ah! Uh..just getting some air and listening to your fans." She said."Sorry I didn't mean to scare you." I said. "It's ok. It's kinda weird you know." She said. "What's weird?" I asked. "Being here with you guys considering that this morning I was just another crazed fan who had no chance of meeting you guys." She said.
"Speaking of that how exactly did we get here? Hanging out with you guys I mean." She said. "Uhh...well Niall fancies your friend Tori he thought she was really pretty and Harry fancies Blair he thought she was hot." I said and I thought that you're beautiful I added to myself.
"Yea that makes sense considering that my friends are like gorgeous." She said. "Just like your girlfriend" she added but it might have been my imagination but she sounded sad on that last part.
"Uggh...I guess we got to go Blair's waiting on us and I'm pretty sure that if we don't show up soon then she'll report us missing" she said while getting up.
When she got up she stretched and her shirt showed her mid drift which was nice and flat. And that's when I finally looked her up and down. She was gorgeous. Very fit, light skinned, her hair is brown, and the best part is that she wears little makeup (unlike a singer that I know). I guess I was staring because she sort of gave me a weird look.
"Ready?" She asked. "As ready as I'll ever be" I answered back. We where walking back to the room and a awkward silence feel over us. "Soooo...." I said trying to make conversation which was unsuccessful I might add. "What's it like?" She asked out of the blue. "What's, what like?" I asked back. "Being famous and all and having girls basically throw themselves at you?" She asked. "Uhh...it's nice having fans and all, and me and the lads really love our fans because we wouldn't be anywhere without them. But you know the while having everyone in your business stuff kinda stinks sometimes you know. Like having everybody out there know everything about you in a matter it seconds if they we're to google you. It's just the whole lack of privacy thing that kinda freaks me out a little bit" I said,well more like rambled. "If that makes an sense to you at all" I added. "Yea I does. I'm pretty sure that the whole idea that what you were saying is that you love your fans you just miss the private parts of your life being well... private." she said. "You got it." I said back.
"Can I ask you a question?" She asked. "You just did." I said back. "Ok well then two questions Mr. Smartass." She said. "We'll that's one" I said to her. "I will hit you." She warned. "And how did you meet your girlfriend?" She asked. "I know it's kind if random but I just wanted to know where I can go to meet a guy like you because Perrie clearly lucked out with you" she added.
"Uhh..can I be honest with you?" I asked and she nodded. "You can't tell a soul but, Perrie isn't my real girlfriend." I said . "Wait what? How can that be? I've seen like all of the pictures and stuff of you two together. You guys look like y'all really like each other." She said. "We like each other as friends" I said "there's this other girl that I like" I added and she looked a little sad. "Well I think that she should go inside considering that we stopped at the door." She said "and your secret is safe with me" she added. "Alicia wait!" I called out. "What" she said. "It's you...your the girl that I like" and with that I kissed her.
It was strong, passionate...... and 30 seconds long. As soon as our lips touched i felt so much i couldnt handle and i didnt want to stop but i had to. We hadnt yet made it inside where i could feel safe that we were alone. Some one might see, and it be out i "cheated" on perrie. I hated the fact the i was only really single to myself. For the rest of the world it was #TeamZerrie. I looked down at Alicia and saw her staring at the ground. Dissappointed. O i hope she doesnt think it was her that short kiss was more amazing than any id ever had. i quickly kissed her on the check for reassurance, "Lets head inside" i said opening the door for her. She nodded and led the way.
~Alicias POV~
I breathed in deeply and slowly turned the door nob to the room. Knowing i would have to put on a brave face for all the o so energetic people on the other side of the room. Why am i so sad i just kissed Zayn Malik like what the fuck! But i honestly dont know how that kiss went it was so short that even after all this time my lips still tingled from wanting more. Our lips were pressed so hard together due to the fact that he took me by surprise they still felt numb. I wanted so bad to take him by his dark blue lettermans jacket ram him into the wall and kiss him until my lips turned blue but i couldnt. Even though Zayn had just told me he didnt have a real girlfriend ,it was a publicity stunt, something still felt wrong.
Besides as soon as i stepped one foot into the door i was greeted by the most annoying best friend ever smiling from ear to ear probably about absolutaly nothing. "Hi Blair" i said. "Are you better?" she replied. I nodded my head "......Yes" (HESITATION!!) Blair eyed me curiously she obviously new i was lying. She frowned and gave me the "Do you wanna talk about it" look. So i blankly stared at her turned and walked to the other side of the room where louis and liam had been standing. Zayn followed and tried to snake his arms around me but i shrugged it off still feeling weird about the kiss. I have no clue why that was my first instinct but nothing felt right now.
Before i knew it tears were rimming the edges of my eye.I couldnt let them out i never cried in front of people. Especially not people i only met a couple hours ago. That was not about to happen. Louis and Liam were standing around a very messily put together bag and Liam began to lecture Louis about the proper way to pack a suitcase. "Noooo trousers then shirts then socks, shoes, and boxers in this zip mate!" I burst into a rage of laughter half because it was funny and half because i needed a way to block out the sadness i was feeling. A smile spread across Louis' face " So im not the only one who thinks this is absolutely ridiculous?" i shook my head "Nope, Liam there is not a perfect way to pack a suitcase and if there was it would be outfits together, shoes on the bottom and boxers and socks in the zipper part...Duhh." Liam gave me the sad puppy face and i quickly wrapped him in a tight hug (i needed one as much as that face said he did). " HEY! i need a hug too Liam hurt my feelings! Louis said. So i pulled him in too and with there hugs all my problems seemed to melt away. I glanced backward Zayn was standing there in silence so i released Liam and Louis and made my way over to the couch.
