Finding My Way

Chapter 1 ☝

Carolyn: Bring yo nappy headed ass here Imani .

Me: What do you want ?

Carolyn: Im yo mama lil girl so dont talk to me like that .

Me: Bitch yeen my mama , you just the lady Im living with so you can get a check .

Carolyn: Get yo ass out my house .

Me: No problem .

I grabbed my purse and headed out the door . Once again my foster mama was trying to treat me like shit . I hated living with her , if only my last foster mother wouldnt have died . Every since my mom died of cancer its been nothing but hell . Ive had to grow up too fast and Ive found myself being in almost every niggas bed . I came from a broken home , what ya expect ? I had a brother but he got shot and died because he was tryna support me and him at the same time selling drugs .

I started walking down the street & all the dudes was tryna talk to me . I walked up in this dude yard that I know . We talk from time to time but he sell drugs so I aint tryna get caught up . I walked in his house past all his boys and walked in his room .

Paco: Tf you roll up in my house like that ? I might have had anotha bitch in here .

Me: Nigga please , Im the only one .

Paco: Maybe for another nigga & bitch tf you talking about ? You be fucking random niggas every night .

Me: Stfu , you gone give me some ?

Paco: Hoe take yo HIV , ebola , herpes ass on somewhere .

Me: Alright Paco , dont call me nomore .

Paco: Bitch I aint call you to come over here now .

I just walked out and stood on the porch . Then Paco sister came out behind me . She came over and gave me a blunt and we started smoking .

Keisha: Tf you and Paco arguing about ?

Me: Girl he aint wanna give me no dick .

Keisha: Hell naw  , you know my brother aint fucking yo ass , bout got every disease in the damn book .

Me: * Laughs * Now you know that shit aint true .

Keisha: Im know girl but you needa stop messing w / my brother and settle down with somebody . You too smart to be round here .

Me: Girl you know I love Paco .

Keisha: I know you smarter than that to believe Paco gone settle down with you , he a hoe , face it .

I knew she wasnt lying but Paco been the only thing I loved these 3 years but Ig its time for me to find my way in life and move on .