Finding My Way

Chapter 2 ✌

2 Weeks Later . .

Lately I aint been going to school and just been laying in bed . I been feeling sick and throwing up every 5 seconds . I hope I aint pregnant , Im only 16 but Ig when you do what I do then its possible . I was trying to go back to sleep but then Carolyn came and knocked on the door .

Carolyn: You needa take yo ass back to school .

Me: And you need a job but we know that aint gone happen .

Carolyn: You know them people gone come here and ask questions about why yeen been coming so make it easy and get up and go to school .

Me: Ill think about it .

She shut the door and I went back to sleep . About 2 hours later , my phone started beeping and it was a text from my bestfriend Diamond . Me and Diamond been friends since I moved here . She was the first one to make me feel like I was somebody . She has always accepted me for who I am and thats why she is my bestfriend .

Text Convo:

Diamond : Umm why yeen at school ? You been missing to many days and Mr Jimenez acting stupid asf since you aint been here .

Me: Ill be there tomorrow , last day I promise ✊ just get my work .

Diamond : Alright Ill bring it over after school .

Me: Cool babe thanks .

Diamond : Wassup w / you and Paco relationship status ?

Me: We taking it slow why you ask ?

Diamond : Cause this bitch ass nigga up here flirting w / the new girl , you needa cut his ass off amd move on ✌ gotta go cause we got a test , love ya .

Text Convo Over .

I brushed off what Diamond said cause I know what we got . I got up and went into the bathroom and took a shower and did my bathroom stuff . I walked back into my room and looked for something to wear . I put on some great sweatpants and a black crop top . I walked downstairs to see Carolyn was gone . I went into the kitchen to find something to cook but we aint have no groceries . I decided to text my daddy to bring me something to eat .

Why I dont live with my daddy ? Because he got his own thing and he barely making it so having me would add stress onto him . Even though I dont live with him , he is always making sure Im taken care of .

Convo:

Me: Daddddy bring some food , aint nothing to eat .

Daddy: Damn Carolyn finna make me put a bullet through her head , you needa a new home I see but forget all that shit , what you want ?

Me: The usual from McDonalds .

Daddy: Alright be there in 30 .

Me: K .

I went and sat down on the couch & started watching tv . My show Bad Girls Club had came on . After a while I fell asleep , 20 minutes later I got woke up by somebody banging on the door . I got up and opened the door . It was Carolyn boyfriend James . I closed the door behind him and stood at the door .

Me: What you doing here ? You know she aint here .

James: I know she aint , she told me to wait for her .

Me: Well you can leave cause she gone out of town so I know you lying , what you want James ?

James: When you gone let me get a taste ?

Me: * Laughs * If you dont take yo old crusty ass and gone somewhere with that shit .

James: You know damn well you a hoe so come on up stairs and give me what you give all them other niggas .

Me: James you needa leave .

I tried to turn around and open the door but he grabbed me .

James: You gone give me what I want .

He grabbed me and my neck and was choking me and I waa trying to fight back but he stronger than me . He drug me up the stairs to my room and shut the door behind us . He threw me on the bed and ripped off my clothes . He started taking off his clothes and then he started raping me . All I could do was cry , I didnt even try and scream . This is what I get for fucking random dudes . After about an hour , he got off me . He started putting back on his clothes . I just laid there and looked at him . He had the hugest smirk on his face .

James: * Laughs * Enjoyed it baby girl , dont let nobody know what happened or thats your head . See you later .

He walked downstairs and left and slammed the door behind him . I just laid there and cried . I was so traumatized . I coudlnt believe that he did this to me .