Lillyanna And Ashtons Life

(12)

I hear someone breathing heavily behind me so I slowly turn around only to see
Jake which I wish I had never met
Before.
He looks up and starts
To speak but I cut him off. "Don't speak I don't want to hear it, I'd rather not talk at the moment and don't follow me." As I say that I get my coat and run out down the stairs and hurry and get my shoes on.
I run out the door and Sprint
To town away from home I need some space. I check my phone and it's 5:27pm it'll be dark soon, I see a cafe and I walk in and sit down.
I stay on my phone for a couple minutes until someone interrupts me. " excuse me ma'am but would you like to order anything?" The sweet lady says.
"No ma'am I'm just here to relax but thank you though" I politely tell the sweet woman.

"Do you like to read? " I look up and smile " Yes ma'am I do" i sat smiling.

"We have a library right over there if you'd like to go read or check something out" she says with a smile. "Thank you ma'am I'd love too." She smiles and walks away and I stand up and walk
Over to the library.

I find a book quickly and I sit down and read for a little bit.
I check my phone and it's now 6:35pm and I'm now halfway through my book. I get up and find the woman who I was talking to early and I check my book out and I walk home.
I get home and see tona's car there and I run around the side of the house and I climb up to my room and I go through my window
trying to not make a noise.

I went down stairs and seen everyone having dinner. "Its about time you woke up come sit down and eat" tona said. I look at her then at the boys and they smile then I looked at jake for a split second and he looked upset.

The only seat that was open was next to jake of course so I sat down and started eating not a lot though.
Jake tapped my leg but I only moved it away from him, he tapped it again this time handing me his phone.

" I told tona that you were asleep because she kept trying to talk to you about something. Oh and I'm sorry about earlier" - jake.

I knew exactly what she wanted to talk about. Its about how i eat. But the second part I just rolled my eyes and gave the paper back. I played with my food mashing most of it in the mash potatoes so I don't have to eat it.
Honestly I didn't feel like
Eating.
"So kids how was school today?" Tona asks both slayer and Ashton who said "it was great" at the same time and then looked at me and giggled. Only because I took them out of school little
Twerps. I just gave them a you better be quite look and then smerked.
"It was fine I guess I mean it was boring but sad" jake says and i just look at him and rolled my eyes and look back at my food. "What about you lilly?" Tona says. "It was fine real stressful but I don't know kinda wish it never happened" I looked down at my food and my
Stomach just didn't want anymore
I got up and ran up stairs into my room slamming the door behind me.
I go get my shower stuff ready and
Get a special silver piece and bring
It in with me.  When I get out
Of the shower I dry off and get
Ready for bed I clean the new
Mistakes and I walk out of my
Bathroom just to run into something hard and fall backwards but I never hit the Ground. Instead something catches me.

I look up and it's jake I roll my eyes and
Push myself off him and try and
Get into my bed only to be
Picked up and be laid on jakes bed
And I get pissed "will you stop fucking touching me and talking to me thanks" I basically yell at him while trying to get up only yet again to be put back on the bed.

"Stop lillyana I'm sorry about the
Kiss I was just doing it because
I got jealous because you were
Talking to the new guy" he says with a mad but sad face. "Look jake I don't care if you we're jealous or not you shouldn't of done what you did" I said with tears in my eyes.

He sits down and trys to hug me only to be slapped.
"Didn't I tell you not to touch me?"
He gets mad and kisses me, what the fuck is he doing. I try and move but he holds me down.

I kick him right between the legs now he's off me.
"I told you to stop messing with me you hurt me jake you hurt me really bad" I say while crying
He looks at me with pain in his eyes most likely because I just kicked his balls. All he said is I love you and I'm so sorry.

"You hurt me jake you broke me. So you'll have to try harder than that. Show me you're sorry you asshole" I yell at him while he's trying to get up. I walk yo my
Bed and lay down and cover up
I close my eyes as  I hear him
Come over and he kisses my forehead and goes and lays down after saying I'm sorry I love you.
I drift off into a dark horrifying dream where i wish I wasn't in.

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Chapter 12-17 messed up so I had to redo it. Don't worry I had a "back up plan" 😂