Coma

Chapter 3: Old friends

"Matt?!?" Brenda cried as she fell to her knees

"He's okay... he was taken to another room that's all" the lady from the front desk explained as she tried to catch her breath

"Why?" She stood up and wiped her tears away ...

"Because he got a lot of visitors and the room wasn't big enough here I'll take you to him" she smiled

She followed and she saw them , she missed them so much

She ran to hug Matt , he was still in a coma ,Cameron then Nash Hayes Carter Taylor sam kian Aaron Shawn Trevor JC

"Omg when did you get here? "

"Today actually so far this place is beautiful and there was a mess up with our hotel so we have no where to stay .."cam said

"Oh well I have plenty of rooms at my house" She smiled

"Really can we stay for the night?"

"Yes of course! stay as long as you need to" She was so excited... But then remembered that She came to see Matt ...

"Um can I um be alone with m-Matt?" She stuttered

There was a unison of tea sure and why not , after they left she sat next to Matt and read him another one of their memories....

"Matt ? I don't know if you can hear me but I just want you to know that I miss you and I can't live without you ... your the only person I have left ... sure I have the guys but... thing is I love you" She whispered into his hand and a tear slowly rolled down her cheek ...

tears are made of 99.9% pain , .1% of water

Shes so broken... but believed broken souls deserved to be fixed , just that her soul will remain broken until she gets to see his beautiful brown eyes again along with his amazing smile

"Matt, I'm sorry I almost didn't come... I'm so sorry" she sobbed quietly

She stood up and walked out the door, crying ,yelling ,and dying on the inside ,but smiling ,laughing ,and joking on the outside because that's just who She is , She don't like to upset people around her just because Shes sad , She tries to make everyone else happy She forgets about herself.

"Hey can we watch a movie?" Nash said

"Sure! I'll make more popcorn!"

Cath followed me into the kitchen as well and I apologized "Cath look I'm sorry I left I just always go visit Matt for the last time during the day "

She nodded and gave me a sincere smile "it's okay I understand... we all have lost someone before , or care for someone deeply"

She nodded and felt tears forming

"When was the last time you cried? like not a tantrum or a little sob but broken down into tears?"

"Ever since the accident"her voice was weak

"How long ago was that?" She said hugging her

"Almost 1 month"She choked on her tears and smiled and pulled apart "but I'm okay" her tears disappeared and put in a layer of unnoticeable fake smiles & laughs

"You sure?" She paused and studied her eyes "crying out all the pain will help ... because you won't have to keep your feelings bottled up"She finished

Brenda frowned once more and the tears returned

"No" her voice cracked and ran upstairs not wanting anyone to see her weak and cried She slammed her door shut and just fell into the floor and bursts into tears She had locked the door so there were plenty of knocks