Coma

Chapter 4:Nightmares continue

A/N: she wore the 3 dress in the 2nd row sorry I couldn't crop it

Brenda woke up crying She remember that day as of it was yesterday , everything seemed so calm no death was expected it was a beautiful day and the weather was fine

She I knows for a fact that meet parents death was no accident , they had enemies her dad was part of the FBI also her mom, and days before they "died"(more like murdered) they had just finished capturing a carte

Anyway she doesn't like talking about her parents it just depresses her more than she already is

"What's wrong?" Nash asked he ,was currently cradling her

Brenda just sobbed , "I'm okay"

"Are you sure , it seems as if you had a nightmare so I came , well I came because of that and I couldn't sleep without y-company" he interrupted his last word as if he changed the phrase last minute

"I'm okay ... and why couldn't you sleep?" Brenda asked , even though she figured out Nash likes her she isn't going to let that make things awkward between them

"Nightmares" Nash stuttered it was obvious he just wanted to cuddle with her but she let it slide

"Okay, I'm gonna try to go to sleep goodnight" she smiled and kissed his cheek

Nash -thank the lord it's too dark to see my blush

Yea there you have it we just traveled into Nash's mind and now we know he blushed

"Goodnight Brenda" he said and wrapped his arms around her waist then they slowly fell asleep ...

-later that day-

"Hey I'm back Matt I'm not going to miss a day" she smiled and the tears got to her

"I'm still waiting .... and I'll be here when you wake up and I'll still love you even though chances are you won't remember me" she sobbed

"Matt I remember when in 4 th grade you were dared to kiss a girl and you were too much of a sissy to kiss your crush so instead you looked for me and said please don't be mad and kissed me and ran off" she said wiping her tears away as she smiled at the memory

"To be honest that was the best day of my life , I love you so much Matt" her voice cracked "just come back" she whispered and laid her forehead down on the bed

"Matt, I'm so sorry but I don't think I'll be able to stay much longer you are the only family I have and I can't even have a conversation with you this has gone for 3 weeks almost 1 month and I'm dying inside , I need you Matt "

"I just want to be able to hug you to see your smile and hear your laugh and to admire those beautiful brown eyes you have" Brenda slowly felt the anxiety building up and we depression taking over she then just collapsed

In her chair ,crying in silence she felt pain head pain chest pain heart pain just any pain every kind of pain that could be felt

"Matt" she stood up "I hope you get better soon" she gave a sad smile

"I really miss you Matt" she closed her eyes and held his hand in between hers " please come back" she kissed his hand and walked out

"Brenda" Matt whispered but his eyes remained closed and it was a strained whisper Brenda didn't notice since she was already out of the room

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After Brenda returned home she put on a smile and talked to the guys that had come to visit

"So cam what have you guys been doing?" she asked

"Tours ,meet and greets" he shrugged

"Cool! for what? like what do you do?"she said cinfused she wasn't updated on everything in social life because well she blocked herself out ever since matt went into coma