I think what I said about sleeping was a lie. I think I thought vampires couldn't sleep properly but it was just me the whole time. The whole time I've been alone I've had trouble sleeping and I thought it was because I was a vampire, but no, it was the fact that I was alone.
I was able to sleep perfectly last night. I think its because I'm not alone anymore. It's because Calums here, I don't feel uncomfortable anymore, like someone or something could creep up on me at any moment.
Calums arms were around me last night. I think after my break down he figured I'm more fragile than I look and took on the bigger role. He woke up shortly after I did and we went out for a hunt again.
When we got back he asked me again,"When do you want to find another place?"
"I'm not ready yet, maybe in a couple of days," I replied.
"Alright," He says.
He gets up and walks around the small house. He finds the draw that I keep all my songs in and I quickly get up and shut it.
"What's in that drawer that I can't see?" He asks me, eyebrow raised.
"Stuff I don't want you to see."
"Please, can I see?"
"No," I deadpan.
"Ugh, I'll get into somehow, you can't guard it forever," He says.
The whole day consisted of me guarding the drawer and him trying to distract me to get into it, I actually almost fell for one. At around 4pm he gave up.
"Oh my god, Luke, just tell me what in there seriously it can't be that bad, jesus," Calum whines.
"I just...don't want you to see them," I say.
"They can't be that, c'mon whats it gonna take to in that drawer?" He begs.
Kiss me. Wait what?
"Woah, what?" Calum says, eyebrows furrowed.
'Huh?" I say, confused.
"You just said to kiss you, did you not notice?" Calum says.
My eyes widen and I feel my cheeks heat up, "I-I did? I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean to," I say.
"Well that means you would've thought it anyways, but we're you being serious?" He says, taking a step closer to me.
"Well, I- um yes, I was, I guess, you don't have to though," I stutter.
"But what if I want to?" He says, taking another step towards me, our faces very close.
"That's okay t-too," I gulp.
He takes another step closer," Are you positive?" our faces are dangerously close now, if he leans forward the slightest our lips would touch.
"Positive."
He leans forward and our lips connect. I close my eyes and all I can feel is fireworks and butterflies and everything in between. He puts his hands on my waist and pulls me closer. I put my hands on his neck, our lips moving against each other like they were made for each other.
He pulls away after a minute or two and he stares into my eyes.
"That was amazing," He whispers.
"That was the best kiss I've had," I whisper back.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks.
"Tell you what?"
"That you were into guys," He says.
"Oh, well I didn't really find out until you came along," I tell him, my cheeks heating up.
"Understandable," He smiles,"So whats in that drawer?"
"Well, uh, you know how I told you I wrote songs when I'm bored?" I ask.
"Yeah, " he says.
"Well this where I keep them all," I tell him.
"You went to this trouble, guarding the drawer, all day, just because you don't want me to your songs?" He says.
"Well, yeah, they kinda suck," I say, looking down at my feet.
He lifts my chin up, "I'm sure they're amazing, just like you, but I can't tell if I don't see," He says.
I sigh and step away frm the drawer. He opens it to reveal lots of sheets of paper filled lyrics.
"Where did you get the paper from? Did you bring it with you? Also, where did you get the pens from?" He questions.
"Uh, well, when I first came here I found all the paper in that drawer, and the bag I have is my school bag and I found som epens in it so yeah," I explain.
"Seems legit," He says.
He picks out a song and starts to read over it. Once he's done he smiles,"This is amazing whats it called?" He asks.
"Uh, lemme' see?" I say and he hands me the song, I skim over it until I figure out a title, "Amnesia."
"Thats cool, I like that song alot," He compliments.
"Um, thanks," I look down and blush.
He continues to look over the others and I go to sit down on the floor. He compliments the songs here and there and I just smile in response. While he does my mind can't help but wonder back to what happened a couple of minutes ago. The kiss. I still can feel his lips on mine. It was like something I had never felt before. It was amazing beyond words and all I want is to do it again.
Calum finishes reading through the songs and he comes over and sits in front of me.
"You're a very talented writer," He tells me.
"Thanks," I blush,"You're a very talented kisser," I say and I slap my hands over my mouth.
He smirks,"Is that so?" He says, leaning closer.
I shiver then nod my head.
"Well, you're not to bad yourself Luke, how about I put my talents to use once again?" He smirks, and leans closer to my face, our noses are nearly touching.
"Ok," I whisper and he connects our lips once again.
Our lips move more hungrily this time, faster, and more passionate. He moves to straddle me, not disconnecting our lips and I can't help but get a little hard. He wraps his arms around my neck and deepens the kiss.
He licks my bottom lip for entrance and I let him explore my mouth with his tongue. I can faintly taste the blood from this mornign and I try to ignore it so I don't get hungry.
After a couple more minutes we disconnect our lips, both Calum and I's swollen from the kissing.
"See what did I tell you? Very talented at kissing," I smile.
He laughs,"So are you."
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didn't know how to end this bleh
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Forest Boy ↛ 5sos Vampire AU (cake+mashton) (boyxboy)
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