today is the day i kind of ended my friendship with my best-est best friend ever... irdk if our friendship has ended today. but i kind of feel that it has... it makes me sad, tbh. very sad. but i'm also angry at her, somehow. her words hurt me like knives and until now i have a fucking headache just because of trying to contain my tears which were caused by her. irdk what to now. if i should write her a letter bc it's our retreat tomorrow. i'm tired of all the pain from our friendship. sometimes i feel like i should let go and just be happy. but my mind often goes back to her, crying. and then i become guilty all of a sudden. our friendship's too toxic already. i just wanna be happy. but knowing she's sad sucks all the happiness away from me.
my attacks are worsening just bc of this. and i feel like shit bc of those attacks. what can i do? i'm tired. just fucking tired.
i wish i could be selfish just for today and not care, you know?
but i can't.
BINABASA MO ANG
Cinderella
De TodoCinderella's a princess who worked hard and never gave up. She didn't stoop down to her stepsisters and mother's level. She fought for something worth fighting for.
