Voices (Ticci Toby x reader)

Prologue

Narrator's P.O.V

"Freak!"

"Ugh she's not dead yet"

"She's so fucking insane!"

"Maybe if we ignore her she'll finally leave"

"Just fucking kill yourself you fucking freak!"

"Die"

"Die"

"Die"

"Die"

Die

Die

DIE

DIE

DIE!!!!!!!!!!

Y/N woke up with a start, her heart pounding. She was panting, hoping that it was still the weekend and she wouldn't have to go back to that hell hole. She turned her head toward her bedside table and her digital alarm clock.

04:36

Fuck me...

She groaned and flopped back down onto her pillow with a huff.

We could leave...

"Shut up Ester, you know we can't" Y/N whispered.

But it would be better. We wouldn't have to deal with them.. We could finally be free...

"Ester! We can't leave! Just drop it!" Y/N whisper-yelled, getting irritated by the constant nagging of the voice.

You see, Y/N was different. She had the voices in her head that tell her what to do. But sometimes those voices can take over her body at random times. They can see everything she does through her eyes and constantly annoy her. (she has schizophrenia and Dissociative Identity Disorder but they both sorta mingle with each other to get a whole new disorder)

Y/N decided to leave the warmth of her bed and venture out into the night. You know, like an

absolute fucking idiot. Y/N grabbed a black hoodie to put over her grey pajamas. Even though it was dark, she could see as her eyes had adjusted.

Where are we even going Y/N...?

"Shit.... um well I haven't actually thought about that... maybe the woods?" Y/N replied to the voice.

The voice remained silent as she watched her host slip on her shoes and open the window.

A cool breeze slightly brushed against her cheeks and swayed her (h/c) hair. She took a deep breath and smiled for the first time in weeks. She jumped out the window and fell onto the damp grass that was outside. She groaned and got up.

The woods weren't too far from her house, she could easily jog there in under 10 minutes. But Y/N wanted to take her time. She breathed the cool night air and started to walk towards the dark towering trees of the forest. She couldn't see very well since it was 4 in the bloody morning but she would pass the occasional street light so she wasn't complaining.

As she neared the woods she could just see the burnt trees that was near her neighborhood. She sighed remembering doing her homework that day and suddenly seeing the forest a blaze. It was confirmed that her neighbor, Toby Erin Rogers, had killed his father and burnt a section of the woods. Everyone believed he was dead and so did she. It was really sad. He was bullied because he had a couple disorders, like herself.

As she thought about the poor Toby, she continued to walk towards the woods until she was surrounded by trees. It had started to get brighter so she could sort of see. There was a sudden gush of freezing wind that blew into her making her cling to her hoodie. "God, when did it get so cold?" She said aloud. She felt different. Like someone was watching her every move. She quickly whipped her head around, squinting to try see anything other then trees.

Sadly her "search" resulted in nothing and she just shrugged off the lingering feeling of someone's eyes boring into her.

Y/N yawned realizing that taking a walk this early in the morning probably wasn't good for her, since she didn't really get much sleep anyway. She saw a large tree, it's roots breaking through the dirt. They looked they tentacles and seemed to be so nice to sleep on. She neared the tree slowly, sleep starting to be the only thing she could think of. She reached the tree and flopped down in between 2 huge, uplifted roots. Her eyelids felt heavy and she was beginning to doze off. Yet just before she closed her eyes she saw a figure hiding behind a tree seeming to be watching her. The figure had chestnut brown hair, a hoodie, orange goggles and something covering it's mouth. In any other situation she would have ran but she had already drifted off into a deep sleep. The last thought that popped into her head was...

'Toby'

Well that was fun to write. Thanks to the 2 people who probably read this lol. I'll try to get the next chapter out soon...... maybe lmao

Don't mind all the author notes at the end of each chapter. I can't be bothered to delete them so they're staying lmao. Love ya!