Y/N's P.O.V
Y/N..... Y/N wake up....
Y/N! Wake up!
I woke up with a start. My back was sore and it seemed that I had leaned against my wall instead of lying down in bed. I shivered when a gush of cold morning air brushed against my cheeks. 'I thought I closed my window before going to bed? Oh well I guess I forgot' .As I began to sit up properly I heard the crinkling of leaves underneath my body. I lazily opened my eyes when I realized....
"What the hell?! This isn't my room!" I yelled startling multiple birds who were resting in the trees above my head fly away.
Hahaha..... Yeah you kind of fell asleep in the forest a couple hours ago...
The voice explained which irritated me. "And you didn't stop me?! What the fuck Ester! I thought you were supposed to make sure that we didn't end up in situations like these!!
You're meant to be the good voice!! You're supposed to help me!! You're pretty shit at that job!" I yelled even louder than before. To anyone who would be taking a casual stroll in the woods and saw a 17 year old girl yelling at 'no one', they would have definitely ran.
Shhhhh!!! You could wake it up!!!
I had a couple voices. There was Ester. She was a nice, kind-hearted, motherly figure. She had a very happy style and wore bright clothes. She was 17, like me, and would try to protect her when I got bullied. Yet Ester was also a bit shy and she doesn't always do her "job" properly. I would get very frustrated at her when this happened but sometimes it's best that she doesn't interfere. I need to learn to make my own mistakes, like falling asleep in the middle of the woods. Ester appeared a lot more then my other 3 voices. She was definitely my favourite.
The next voice was Alex. He always seemed to take control in very odd situations. He was a playboy, flirtatious and a troublemaker. Trouble seemed to follow him around like fans following their favourite band. He had an interesting style. He would usually wear jeans and a t-shirt.Whenever I'd pass a female on the street who he found attractive he would take over my body and..... try to make a move. Let's just say I had been slapped in the face multiple times. He was also extremely lazy and couldn't be trusted to do ANYTHING. He doesn't help at all and is just a really bad influence. Yet he could also be funny at certain times.
The last voice was the scariest. It had no gender, no style, no name and no emotion except rage and frustration. It was angry all the time and mainly directed that at Alex, Ester and myself. But sometimes it would take over and take it's anger out onto my family, classmates, bullies and even random people. It would constantly taunt me to the point where I had no hope. My parents had spent hundreds to try and medicate me so it didn't take over. Before we could get anything, Ester did something to make it fall asleep. She didn't really explain what happened. She just said that I have to control my anger and frustration because it could wake up.
"S-sorry Ester" I mumbled, guilt washing over me.
It's fine Y/N, just try to control it next time.
"So why didn't you stop me?" I asked, way calmer than before.
I'm not really sure. I guess I wanted to see what was gonna happen. And you weren't going to listen to any reasoning anyway
"Oh. Sorry Ester" I said rubbing the back of my neck.
Nah it's fine. We should probably be heading back home now. Your parents are probably worried.
"Yeah okay" I replied. I got up and groaned. My back was killing me. I brushed off all the leaves that were stuck to my clothes. I looked up at the sky. The sun was just coming up and I could just see it through the hundreds of branches.
"What time do you think it is?" I asked.
Probably like 7.
"So mum and dad should be at work now.... great" I said sighing at the end. "How are we gonna get inside?"
I'm pretty sure you left the window open so we should be fine.
"Oh wonderful! I can't fucking wait to break into my own house through my bloody window" I said, sarcasm dripping from my words.
Well we better get moving.
I started to walk home. It was pretty quiet except for leaves crunching underneath my feet and the occasional bird chirp. I was glad that it was early in the morning because I wouldn't have to talk to any people. Or have anyone question why a girl my age was walking out of the forest looking like I hadn't brushed my luscious (H/C) locks in a couple of days. The walk was short and uneventful so I returned to my house pretty quickly.
I hopped over my fence and went to my room window that looked out into the backyard. My window was gladly still open so I easily slipped through it.
My room was nothing special though it was quite messy. I had a lot of clothes carelessly thrown in every direction possible. I walked straight to the door even though I really wanted to just lay down on my comfy bed and fall back asleep.
"Right, Ester what day is it?"
It's your absolute favourite day of the week!
My favourite day of the week? That's usually Saturday because I don't have to go to school and get bullied. But I swear it was Saturday like 2 days ago..... which can only mean that it's......
Monday.
Oh look I finally finished this chapter! Hooray!! I liked writing this chapter a lot and I hope you all enjoyed reading it. I probably won't be able to write for a while so I'll try get another chapter written and published either tomorrow or the next day. Thanks for reading it really means a lot to me 😊😊😊
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