After awhile we just started talking about things. You know the casual conversation things like how our days were and shit like that. Then we got on the topic of relationships. He told me what happened with him and Xepher and I started talking him about my Ex. "Well my last relationship was just a mess.. My ex and I dated for about four months then I broke up with him for a lot of personal reasons. But then about a month later we got back together because we both really missed each other..but then that didn't even last a month since he dumped me and then again about another month later we got back together, and of course he broke up with me again almost two months later" I sighed. "Oh wow.. I'm sorry" he said. "It's fine. I'm just not the best in relationships I guess...I just try but it's never enough.." "Don't say that..just somethings don't work out no matter how hard you try. I tried so hard for Xepher but it just didn't work.." "Yeah..." I said and there was an awkward silence again. "Uh would you like a drink or something?" I asked. "No I'm too but thank you" he said. "No problem.. I'll be right back" I said and got up and went to the kitchen to get a water. I sighed opening the fridge and got a water bottle. I pushed myself up and sat up on my counter and sighed again. I just feel weird talking about him with Mike. I really cared about him and I still do... I shouldn't especially all the shit he put me through but I just do... I swung my legs for a little and took a drink of my water. I was just about to get down when Mike walked in. "Are you okay?" He asked. "Yeah I'm fine" I said. "(Y/n) I know I'm not a smart person but I do know that you're not. Is it because I asked you about your ex?" He asked. "Yeah...I'm sorry.." I looked down. "Don't be... I understand you miss him, I miss Xepher sometimes too but I can't let that hold me back. I really care about you (y/n)" he said which made me get instant butterflies. "The last few days of talking to you have been amazing and I mean it" he smiled. "They really have" I smiled a little. "I shouldn't even be thinking about him right now...I have you here" I said looking down kinda regreting what just came out of my mouth. "You're right" he said and lifted my chin up and looked me in the eyes. A rush of anxiety hit me and I couldn't look away. I bit my lip finally looking away from him but he quickly made me look back at him with his face right in front of mine. My face was red as shit, my heart was beating so fast that he probably could hear it. My eyes flashed to his lips and back. I didn't know what to say, I don't know how to feel... "M-" I was instantly cut off when his lips crashed into mine. I closed my eyes and kissed him back and took his face in my hands as our lips moved in sync. I smiled into the kiss then he pullex away and smirked. "You're a good kisser" he said. "Thanks, you too" I said. "Feel better now?" He asked "way better" I said. "Good" he said and helped my down from the counter. "Yeah.." I blushed and went out to the living room.
~Taylor signing off 👻
