It Never Ended ~ Jemi

38.

JOE P.O.V.: we walked into Demi's house and she looked at me with worried eyes.

Demi: I have clothes from Wilmer if you want to take a shower before eating dinner

Joe: yea, I'd like to relax a bit

Demi: you know where the guests room is so...go ahead and there are some Wilmer's clothes in the wardrobe of that room

Joe: why do you have his clothes?

Demi: we've been seeing each other after we broke up...we saw each other almost weekly last year

Joe: really?

Demi: yes, and so...he had a room ready to when he needed to take a shower and stuff

Joe: did you guys wanted to date again? Was that the main intention?

Demi: (she laughed) nah, we did it to have sex mostly...he wasn't a very lovely man with me around those days...I mean, he was always really respectful and caring but it's not like we cuddled after sex or things like that

Joe: must've been hard for you

Demi: it wasn't...I loved him once but I not really sure I could ever fall again for him

Joe: that's cool, I use to always come back to my ex's whenever I got the chance and there's a proof of it in your belly now (I laughed and she looked to the floor)

Demi: I'm sorry I never stopped you that night

Joe: you tried to stop me, I remember it now...sorry for being that...intensive

Demi: yea, you're stubborn but I wanted to do it so (she shrugged)

Joe: I know I shouldn't ask this cause what the fuck but...you told me yesterday that it was miserable...was it?

Demi: (she shook her head smiling) it wasn't miserable Joe and you know it...you did a great job if that's what you want to know but this is all my fault (she had teary eyes)

Joe: hey, Dems-

Demi: no, no...don't say it wasn't my fault cause it was and- (a tear rolled down her cheek) I'm sorry (she walked upstairs and I heard her room's door closing)

After I took a bath, changed my clothes and took a pill for my headache I walked to Demi's room and knocked on the door three times.

Joe: hey...can I come in?

Demi: yes, go ahead (I entered and found her laying on the bed with red eyes and pink nose)

Joe: are you still crying?

Demi: I can't seem to know how to stop crying

Joe: maybe I can help (I sat next to where she was still laying and caressed her head softly) it's okay, you know?

Demi: no, it's not okay

Joe: Demi...things happen when they have to happen

Demi: but you were about to marry Sophie and she's a sweetheart and the love of your life...I feel miserable Joe, I ruined your life and broke your heart at the same time

Joe: I loved her a lot, that's true (she cried) but...don't worry...she wasn't the love of my life

Demi: what?

Joe: if she was, I'd be crying like there's not a tomorrow and feeling the biggest pain in my heart but...I'm not

Demi: aren't you hurt?

Joe: of course I am but it's not that hurting. I loved her a lot but not like I loved the love of my life

Demi: and who was the love of your- (her phone rang and she looked at it) oh (she took the call) hey...yes, I'm okay...a little emotional but I'll be fine...yea, I swear I'll be fine (she laughed)...promised...okay, I will...yep, you too...I love you stupid man...kay, bye...talk to yoy later Nick, chill (I rolled my eyes and left her room)

Why does he have to always be there when she needed someone? I can do it too